Fafaah Andylalalalala

2010-05-14T10:07:00.000-07:00

I'm moving to Onsugar. Re-link. ^^

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Blogger, remains here.. Not updated! ^^

sucha pain in the ASS!

2010-05-13T06:57:00.000-07:00

Boyy, you realise something? You are sucha pain in the ass. Sick of your face! Hahh, just say what you want. Dont wanna be glacial. Ahh, whatever. Let's talk about yesterday. I can say, the most memorable day for dearest N2 mates. Tears, joy, laughter was everything that made us become closer as we use too. I miss all of you! Hope we remain this way forever nt just this year. Million of thanks to Julie, Fsr, Anis, Jannah, Nisa, Aryan, Imran, Fariz, Irfan and Adib. At last! For loong, i've hugged someone whom i've really missed fr quite some time. Imy!
Ystd was a blast. I can say results are good! Everything's going as planned. Pheew! Night, met teman indah and anis, ate dinner, slacked and had a random talk. Suddenly, Rafly wanted to meet, yes we did. Slacked at RC with him and th rest. Ard 10 plus, we all went separate way. Raph sent me hme, anis and julie went hme. Awesome kakis!

As for today, met my teman indah. Challenged her burnout, hahaha i kept winning duhh. Huhu! Didn't met anis and fsr because i did babysitting. Hahh! Caaaamp's round th corner! Whuu, it's next week, Mondaay! Ohh, yah. Tmrw will get result fr combine sci, fnn dan eng overall marks. Omg, i hope i pass! Hm, aftr school will be accompanying fsr go camp shopping. Hahaha!

Julie, yeyeyeh! Kau sweet sgt2! Hahah. Anw, next time kiter main Burnout, i'll let you win kay. Hahh, jumpe kau besok gundu. Loves. XOXO.
andylala's. ^^

Feelings never faaaade.

2010-05-04T23:26:00.000-07:00

Hellooooooooooo. ^^

Hahah, did Math Paper 2 & Geography Paper. Maths susaah giler. Kept yawning during the paper. Geography was okaay, tak susah tak senaaang. ^^

It's been a long time since I last update. Been busy with school.

Tomorrow having SS & Mathematic 1. Pheeeeeeeeeew! Boleh pass keh?

Ader orang twuh nak fail combined humans but instead nak tunjok effort laa pulak. (:

Need to buck up for SS so that I will pass my combined humans.

The weather today was not good. For one moment it rains and the other it's hot. I really need to carry an umbrella arund nowadays. Juliana, can sponsor me one? A elmo one, niceeee. :/ Hahah!

;Maybe I shouldn't have told you?

Was it the wrong time?

Do you still have feelings for me?

I'm feeling guilty for telling you that someone new is admiring me. :/

Feelings never fade.

Just 1 month w/o you, maybe says it all.

Maybe we'll meet again.

Imy and it hurts. :/

/Maybe it's all a misunderstanding. It's not your fault, lemme take your blame. I've hugged you, I'm content. Not everyone is a perfect understanders. I'm not you therefore I wouldn't understand you to the fullest. I'm someone new in your life, it takes days to know you. I cherished our friendship. Let's be like before. Maybe I've neglected you w/o realising. I'm sorry, sorry, sorry. I'm happy to see you smile + blushed = ______. (:

hmmmm.

2010-05-01T01:33:00.000-07:00

Booooooooooooohoo. I'm at home/boreeed. -_-

Mama's not at home, went swimming. Lazy want follow.

I'm meeting my crazy partner later. Hahah.

I want buy the chilli potato. Niceeeeeee.

I've not started on Geog revidion. Will start. Pretty soon.

Hahahahah. I lost my Geography book liao. How?

Wdv. Pray hard everything go well! :D

; i tried talking to you but maybe i guess i don't have the courage. I'm sorry if I've made you cry. You were never replaced, seriously until I was replaced. Ily. *huggs*

let's not be so kaypoh, possible? Tysm (:

2010-04-20T05:40:00.000-07:00

Heeeeelloooooo.Today's Fadly's birthday. Happy Birthday, Fad? Guess what? It's abang's tomorrow. Hahaha, happy birthday brudda. Eventhough we always quarell tysm for caring fr me nowadays. Ily. ^^ Currently chatting with farr & mamat. Farr asked me watch happy three friends. Hahah, that's so violence but funny. You guys should watch.I feel like not going to school tomorrow. My leg is suuuper cramp. Aiyaaah. Wow, afew more days & it's exam. Very faaast. School today was pretty fine. I didn't stop yawning during class. I slept during most periods. I even slept during assembly, that shows how tired I am. Hahaha. -_- Lacking of sleep nowadays. Once more, my leg is hurting me. Omg! Farr says that she I must go school on Thurs & Fri but if I dowan come on other days, dipersilakan. Hahahah. ily girl.

You, what's happening to you? Are you giving me cold shoulder? You're no longer giving me that smile that you use too. Are you mad? I really wanna know what you're feeling deep inside. Please. I miss you, you, you, you & you. Tak pernah terpakse. Haaish... I dowan to be glacial towards you.

/ Please mind with your business. Why must you bother with who & what I'm doing with my life. You donno th truth so shut it. Stop spreading rumors when actually there's nothing between us? That's what I want from you, only that. Pleaaaaaaaaaase ahh.

if asked, i'll talk.

2010-04-19T08:50:00.000-07:00

Back from gym with 2 awesome peers! That's ApiqRamos & MartolJr. Insanely, they light my day. Esp, chiika. Haaah, it's been a loooong time, i had a awesome laugh! Whooo! Laugh, laugh, laugh, nw very exhausted. Aftr gym, as usual slack w raph. As we usually do. I drink blueberry tea, he drink redbull then we ate th oishi chocolate popcorn & spicy crackers. Took picaaas, bt with him. One word, hilarious! Ohmygee, i was one big crazy ass, so nt myself. I wonder why. Took picaas, it's with him. Schl, have been rather stressed up with schlwork, re-test & remidials. It's been getting on my nerve bt, heck care. It's th last week. All out, lorh! Thought Raph, chemistry. Easy, wasn't it? Aiyooh, still can say difficult? Apadaah. Bt, he's a fast learner anyway. Hah, senang dpt anak murid ini maciam. Hahaha!

I so-called confested something. Wow! I didn't knw i could do it. He said something too. Bt, yes. It's really unexpected. I didn't expect tht person to be me. Hahh. Had a great time with you todaay! Tysm, fr th french fries. Appreciate it lots! Really hope to be seeing you around in schl! I miss your smile! :D Another thank you, fr your friend. Thaanks, fr cheering me up. ^^ Oooohlalaaaa.

/ As i said, keep your tongue wagging. I'll speak if i'm asked & keep shut if i'm nt. Get it? People around you are already betraying you. Don't you sense? It's someone close. Tysm fr everything. Lable me yr sucker. Stop asking around. Wanna know th truth, ask me. :)

say whut you want, idc. ^^

2010-04-18T05:52:00.000-07:00

well, heeeellooooo. Lama tk updaate. Stayed hme th whole sundaay. Did hmewk and revise. Thought of going gym with my B. Hahahahh! Fr yesterday, mama made sataaaay. Whuuu, mama you gotta note, it's awesome. Nyahahaha! It's been 3 straight days i've talked to you. ^^ just nw bigstomach bestie text, called him and maybe will meet him soon. Hahh. Stuuupid you? Ohh, yah. Exams are round th corner, 1 more week of all out studying & we'll get down to business, exams. I will work hard yeh, martolnyaa? Hahh. Wht do you say? I had a crush on you before, nw i like you so wht will happend next? Will things get betta? Hm, idk. Hope to see you on monday, in schl. Martol, let's go gym agaaaain? Hahh, i want see tht V-shaape. Huhu. I miss otp-ing with you.

Say what you want. It's my pleasure hearing them. ;)

At laaaaaaaaast.

2010-04-14T07:24:00.000-07:00

Just reach hme afew minutes ago, slacking with this guy, my bestest kawan! Always there for me whenever I need him. May it be my ups or downs. Had a suuuuper looong talk aftar his match. Urrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh, humans are not P-E-R-F-E-C-T okaay? C'mon laa, he did his best right. As team, you guys should be comforting him not critising him apaa? C'mon laa, is this what friends are for? Hahaha, kawan! I'm always here for you horh! Huhu. Ohh yahh, the funny part is when ew talk-talk-talk & we saw a small frog. Eeeeeeeww! Omg, what he said was 'Steady, Steady, Steady!' Hahahah, at last I found someone whom I really can call friend. This is one hard guy to find.

I had a great time talking to him about mostly motivational words & maybe mostly crap! Hahah. I noticed something! Orang tuu sweet jugaak laa kan. Babe, you flip & it's your name? Cool kepaa? Where you buy? Hahah, ehhh London ape? Hahahaha, we ended our conversation by sending him to th bustp. Hahahah, slack again? Kecoooooh siah! ^^

Haanis, it's been a loong time I update. At last I update laa kan. Hahah, I remember yesterday moment. Bestest kawan, yknw what kan? I told you.. ^^ Anw, NW pleaaaase text me laa gunduu! Kau ehh, kate nak picet. When I text you, you never reply. Apadaaaah, gemok! Rindu kau laa siaaaaaah. (:

p.s. / Bestest Kawan, BestFriend, Fsr, Jay & Anis. Here's for you. Thaaaanks for always being there for me. I really appreciate it lots. I make mistake, yes I do. Everyone does. (:

i never knew.

2010-04-01T20:19:00.000-07:00

Urggggghhhhh! -__-

I've not been attending school for th past 3 days, that is Tues,Wed & Thurs.

Down with high fever, cough, flu & headache.

Aching, aching, aching.

Haish, a deep secrect shared.

I'm in tears.

Aku sayang kau, bodoh.

Movie was great.

2010-03-28T05:02:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was awesome, but fcuking tiring.

Went Cathay for movies, Somerset, Wisma, slacked Taka, slacked at ION then home.

Thanks for cheering my day, beb. It was very fun going out with you. Again!

Watched; When in rome. Nice movie. Sweet, hilarious, romantic. Huhu, we actually planned to watch Alice in The wonderland 3D. Hahaha. But, only got front seats, buat pe kan?

Hahaha, it's been 5 months now. Pheew! I guess you didn't thought that we could last this long? Let's make it longer. Imy. I need you somehow. I wanna talk to you. I've got loads of unhappy things happening in life. :(

Where's little mickey?

2010-03-23T06:19:00.000-07:00

Ain't he cute? Guess who's this little cute boy is? Hahah, for me to know..

For you to find out, aight?

I miss this boy, here.

I've been doodling his name, potraying how much I miss him, how much I love him on every single page of my every subject textbook. D;

School have been rather gut-wrenching for me. -_-

I'm bored. I can't concentrate in class. Hahah, always caught sleeping.

*Macam siak jehh* #2 Bestfriendd voice.

Tsk. English is effing bored but I'll try staying awake during class. ^__^

School is ending later than we use to. Urrggggghhhh!

Mr Shao, you're one understanding teacher. Huhu.

Syahirah, Siti, NunuSiao, Sasa, Ana (not their real names) is why, I've been going to school.

Gossip aja pasal DEEGEEMonster! Hahaha, siak ehh?

/Spammers.. Hahahahahah. Thanks for your effingly stupid comment? ^_^

Girlfriends, thaaanks for everything.

Jealously, ONE WORD. -_-

It's impossible if you don't have foe, so please don't be BODOH. :)

Thaaaanks.

NW, you _____.

2010-03-18T21:54:00.000-07:00

What's happening, nowadays?

Something really bad happend yesterday. Real bad. ):

I miss that someone. I trust you, maybe.

Lots of harsh words were thrown from me to him & vice versa.

Baby, Baby, Baby.

Haish, I'm stumped. I love you.

Raph, i need you, your advice. Omg!

Should I believe what I hear?

Should I meet him? Should I not.

Raph! What should I do? Life sucks or what?

Boyfriend, Boyfriend.

explain to me, text me, kol me.

Hmmmmmmmmm. -_-

Struck with your love?

2010-03-17T01:53:00.000-07:00

I'm upset. You're insane. I'm dissapointed. Just what were you thinking?

Who is she? Just what is happening to our relationship? What is going on?

Let me go. Set me free. Forget about me.

I was once fcuken in love with you. Wht was I thinking?

Please let me go. It's no use going on when we both knw, someting is wrong.

I'm your girlfriendd, for godsake. Ohh, should I say.. '' Am I? ''

I'm better off without you, yes! I'm definite with that.

I'm sick & tired being hurt by you; someone who I'm really in love with.

No more tears, no more.

I no longer cry for you. Liked I use to.

Why? You tell me why.

I'm tired quarelling with you. Fcuking tired!

You just don't care!

No, you don't!

I guess back to single is my status?

What's tha use loving you more than anything, when I don't even know whether YOU LOVE ME?

Anything just text me.

Eventhough we're not in a relationship but I'm willing to be your friendd.

Ily, friendd.

I believe in karma. Strong.

What goes around comes around.

Trust me.

Your Love,

Fafaah AndyLala. ^^

2010-03-15T05:43:00.000-07:00

MacDonald, Chinese Garden, Lakeside, Baby's crib, MacDonald, Slack & Home.

Had loads of fun with my bebehs. No one could ever replace them. Hahaha. I love my peeps, alot laa! Hahaha, play in tha rain & caught up with a pervert? Siak jeh? Hahaha. Do it again! ^^

You're sick when you say; I have a casanova as my boyyfriendd?! Siak jehh? Hahah, it's between us ehh baby? Hahah. Anw, LL I'm going zoo this thursday! Hahah, meeting some kihippoki! Huakhuak.

Ehh, brudda! Aku tak pasal laa, kalau kau taknak salam aku. Skg, sape yg tk respect sape? Fcuk laa, siah! Prangai kau macam sial, takmo tolak balak ahh brudda. Nak boubal ngan orang, mesti ada cara apaa? Otak, ade buat pe? Use your brain laa, dumbass! Stuuuuuuuupid. Idc, about your stupid hellish attitude. It's just that, you should think about your babylove's feelings. Kau takmo jadi BODOH, boleh tak bodoh?~! Urrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh! You're sucha suckaaah in love! Boohooo~ Too bad. Think about it, brudda!

I love me peopes.

2010-03-13T17:59:00.000-08:00

FafaahAndy's here. At last, I'm updating. Hahaha, had lots of fun yesterday. This are just SOME of our yesterday pics. There's more. I'll upload soon. Chao.

Babe, call me Baby. I loike, cause you never fail to make me smile.

SOLO.....

Tell me whatcha think?

2010-03-07T01:23:00.000-08:00

I don't believe over-powering!

2010-03-05T19:25:00.000-08:00

So many things have been happening. Idk what's happening to me. Idk, why I wasn't able to control myself this few days. I'm just not the real me. I'm not being myself? Why? What's over-powering me? I made someone cry. Saw tears of dissapointment trickle down her cheek. I'm so sad & I find myself so mean. I didn't mean to that to you. Iknw I've hurt you. Life somehow sucks. Very suckish. One more, I'm sorry bestfriend. Thanks the support. Maybe it's time to loosen things up. Concentrate on something else rather than doing stupid stuff. Life is full of ups & downs. It's the way we handle things that we have an ending. I'm feeling so mundane. I'm feeling so upset. I'm so stupid. #2 BestF said that, people makes mistakes. Yes, I agree. He did a great job cheering me up. Hmm. Thanks for being there when I needed you tha most. To BestF, she's been my pillar of strenght. Thanks babe. I feel so restless nowadays. I'm sick with my daily life somehow.

I'm tired of doing stupid stuff & I guess it's time to stop doing so. I'll only find myselp stupid when I regret doing them. -_- So many things is going through my mind now. Idk, if I should leave him? I just don't know. Like what LL said; there's consequences I have to face if I leave him. What is it? I should know, myself. Maybe the holiday will be tha great time to think. Really think, what I'm gonna do.

Missing the times, spent with you.

2010-02-26T19:06:00.000-08:00

Stomach cramp. Relapse kahh?

Hello, peoples. Stomach suuuper cramp now. Hahah, siak ehh. Aiyooh. Someone left me her number asking me to text her. Hahahah. I text but never reply. Cepat laa reply. Hahaha. BestFriendd, imissyour; giggle. Hahahah. Yesterday, slack all the way. Home around 1130. Hahah, then tido liao. Hahah, nothing to update. Just that, i miss someone. Hahah.

Babe, don't eat panadol. Takcare of your health. Chaaaaaaaaaaos.

Meet again yook, #2 BestFriendd?!

Whatwhatwhat?!

2010-02-20T21:49:00.000-08:00

-Carry on with your stupid lies-

Thaaanks ehh, thanks.

Millions thanks to Akep & #2 BestFriend for entertaining me last night. Otp lagi? Imy, guys. I miss Akep; always winning Bluff and his spongebob laughter & I miss #2 BestFriend; giggle & how he talk to me about someone. Hahaha, thaaanks to this awesome people that I'm carrying on with you. / Maybe I shouldn't be so setia towards you. Hahaha. :)

Currently, chatting with Eroy. Whey, awak! Kiter miss awak liao. Hahaha, one day laa we meet okay? I fetch you from school, amacam? Hahaha, tak sia-sia kau tunggu aku 2 tahun? What was that, you wrote? Hahahah. Craaaap siahh. Hahaha. Well it's been a loooong time since I update. Hahaha. Handphone hilang lagi. Aiyaaaahpaa. Suuuun, betuuls. Takpe laa, no phone easier. There's no need to tell you this & that right, that person? Okay-okay gtg. Mau call BestFriend liao. (:

Kau tak appreciate aku. Hahaha, thaaaanks ahh. (:

2010-02-19T18:00:00.000-08:00

Well, Hello! My blog have been lacking of post I suppose? Hahah, obvious. Been busy with school stuff. Ohh yeah. Yesterday, Swiss Cottage VS Kranji. Whuuuuuuuuuuuuuus! Swiss menaaaaang & that was for sure! Heeh. Second match was Hong Kah VS Jurongville. Sorry to say, Hong Kah won. 3-1. Haappy giler lorh~ After watching Hong Kah match, met KS. Aku rindu kau dohh! Hahah, I mean I MISS YOU, BAAAABY`

February was suppose to be a good month but not for me. Only Baby & Akep knows what's actually happening in my life. Nowadays I've been spending time with Akep! Lepak ngan dier, you can go crazy! Hahaha. To A_____, Iknw I was harsh but pardon me. I'm suuuuuper sorry. I already got a boyfriend & Iknw yknw who that person is. I don't to see you guys fighting over me. I'm sorry but this is the BEST! To S_______, Iknw you've been feeling rather restless this few days. Iknw, my attitude somehow hurt your feelings. Iknw, you already own a girlfriend. Treasure her! I don't want the same thing happend between you and N__. I just wanna see you happy. I miss talking to in school. Just where are you. You are there, but somehow I don't see you there. Why? I've been throwing nasty faces towards you. I'm sorry. Idk, wether I should give you back that something. I appreciate it. Thaaaaaaaaaaaaaanks, S____Boyy. (:

I've got no plan today. But maybe, I'll lepak with Akep. Lepaaak yok? B, sorry didn't kol you yesterday. Tertido, seriously. Maaf Baybeh! (:

B, meet up soon. Imy. Love you BAYBEH!

E-learning err?!

2010-02-02T18:40:00.000-08:00

Suuuuup yo. *Ks's intro*

Well, today is the e-learning thingy day. Bored,bored. Aiyaaah. Later maybe going library with BestF. Hahah. Kekek ahh she. Er, I wonder what Baby is doing? He got match today. Wish him the bestest of luck, yeah Baby? Using new boot kahh? Haha, he bought new boot, soccer boot. Red & Black in colour. Adidas want. I miss Baaaaaaaaaay. Hahahahah. B, text me soon! Ks, One&OnlyLove. Ke'ai ahh you!

Ohh-Ohh?

2010-01-29T15:35:00.000-08:00

Well, hello. Baby, thanks for updating for me. Hee, ily baby.

Why am I up so early in the morning? Guess what? I just can't go to sleep. Aiyaah, which idk why. I guess I slept quite early laa kan. Is 3 early? Hahah. I've been rather busy with school nowadays. Don't have time for so many things that I once used to always think about. Yesterday, slacked with Baby. Hahaha, awesome one. Thought of going Taman Jurong latar watch kk. But, idk. Looks like tak jadi jerh. -_- My stomach's hurting. I think pasal sour cream tuu laa. Aiyoooh. Like diarrohea. Howhowhow? We'll see how it goes for afew more hours. Arrrghhhh!

Hardy texted me bout Ilaa, which I think something is going on. What's happening? Ilaa, text me kay? Dy, sorry tak reply semalam. Hp batt flat, now tengah charge. Sorry, Dy. Omg, I hope nothing's gonna happend! *pray hard* Ohh, yes. Yesterday something bad happend during the bbq. Laala, how's Abg Hanif? Kiwaaak, seram siah. Imagine if your brother hit his head hard on a lamp post while having fun, running around? It sound rather loud. Teeeeeng! One big baluku pop out siah. With my explanation here Idt, you guys get what I mean. If you people ever watch Tom & Jerry. Usually when they run after another, when Tom hits something one looong benjol will pop out right? That's what happend. Omg, rather scary siah. Paaaaaanic!

Yes, forgot. Pathetic spammers.. Thanks for your atrocious comment laa. But, thaanks laa thanks alot. My blog my say laa. Nak bace, bace. Tak suke? Ape lagi tunggu? J-A-L-A-N ?! Learn some manners laa, ehh? Stuuuuuuuuuupid!

-Iknw you already have someone new who appears in your life. I'm fine with it laaa. Kalau ingat picet, picet. Kalau tak, takpe. Do your thing, I do mine. Tak pasaaaal. Yknw, who you are laa kan.

2010-01-26T04:19:00.000-08:00

suuup yo!~

Anak Warhead here. currently updating for Love (:
heh, idk whether she busy or what but she ask me to update for her.
i think now she doing her homework. ask her to teach math she dont want ): haha.
well, looking at the date. 2 days left yea babe?
enta you prasan ke tak. hehe!
well off now, she will update when she wants to ;D
and to spammers , get a life please. keep comments to yourself kay?
jangan ludah kat rumah orang kalau kau tak nak orang ludah kat rumah kau.
okay?
choooooooooooooooooooooooooooooow!
~naqiuddinWarhead.
;D

I miss BoyFrieeend. -_-

2010-01-22T06:06:00.000-08:00

Where are you?

Imissyou, Naqiuddin.

Why believe him instead of me? Baby it's up to you. Think b, think? You sanggop tak percaye i just as one word spread to you. Which you don't know whether it's true or not. Why must it be that he's the only want who sees me holding F__'s hand. But not other of his friend. If you were to question him now, it's obvious that he would ask his friend to say yes unless he says HE & HIS FRIENDS saw me holding F__'s hand. B, common sense. I know I didn't do it. So I don't care. My concious is clear. I'm tired crying but I'm staying strong. I'll just would like to say thaanks baby, thanks alot. You didn't trust me from the start right? Have I ever check your phone? Have I question you who your msn friends? Sometimes when I ask you if you're contacting with anyone else, you escape it by not replying? Why? Guilty?

Errgh, forget it! Imy. Maybe you know what's best. If you wanna go on sepereate ways, you tell me. Iknw, somehow I'm irritating to you. Ireallymissyou. Whatever it is, let's hoep things goes alright. When will things ever go right? When will all my blog post go happy-blogging? My post all here are all cause of you. Why? When will it ever happend? Idk, Baby. Idk.

Thanks, BestFriend, BabyGirl, BabyGorgeous, #2 BestFriend, Ampai, Fadil & Alep. Thaanks for your opinion. I appreciate. Million of thaanks, you guys light my day. Maybe it's time to let go? Why go on when you no longer trust me? Haaaish. #2 BestFriend, help me!

Jaay, rebond her hair. I wonder how she look like. Confirm gorgeous. Imy, Naqiuddin Warhead. :'(

Forget me

2010-01-20T05:21:00.000-08:00

I guess it's big enough fr you to see? I hope, yes. I just want you to always tell the truth. Yes, it hurts me to know that you've lied but what can I do? I'm only manage to find out the truth if you're willing to tell me the truth which I really hope you'll always bear in mind. Sometimes, I've already know th truth but I 'm waiting fr you to own up & say Baby, I'm sorry. What's next? I really miss you, but when I text you... Sometimes you tend to reply but tend to dissapear without notice. Why? Avoid huh? Hmmm, idk laa.

SushiBoy. Stop waiting for me okaay? We can be friends. But i don't want you to waste your time waiting for me. Move on with life, sushiboy. Let's forget the past & move on with the future alrighty? Iknw, you have someone in mind already. Go pursuit her, SushiBoy. I'm always behind you. Go for her kay? Forget me. Let's be bestest of friend ay?! Ily, sushiboy. (:

Avoid or not?

2010-01-19T03:38:00.000-08:00

Er, lemme be the person being hurt. I don't want you to be hurt. If you ever feel like breaking up, tell me. Please, do me a favour. Let you be the one asking fr it. Lemme be th victim crying over you. I don't want you to cry over me. I'm not worth your tears.Usually I will cry if th guy ask me fr break but for you, yes I will cry & I will cry like I never before. Please do me a favour. Youu ask me for breaak. Lemme cry, cause I don't want to see you cry & I don't want to see you unhappy! Pleaae,Baaaby. Do me favour. -Ily

It's truue, I can't live w/o you. Hmm, should I avoid you so that you'll hate me & it'll be easier to let go? Idk, whatcha say Babe?

School? So far, I've been improving my Mathematics. Thaank you, Mr Ngiow. The best Maths teacher on earth! Seriously. Just hope that I pass my quiz 3. Very simple though. To Bg, we're in th same boat ay? Aiyaah, only Bg & BestF know my situation. Omg. I've been feeling rather restless in class, always thinking about you. Whether you've eaten, what you're doing, etc. Imysm. Bt, only BestF & Bg know. What is love? Aiyeeeh. Bg, choose what's best fr you ayyy? I'll support you all the way. ^.^

Err, iknw there was a misunderstanding between the two of us. Whatever shitz laa, i miss nt talking to you. I'm sorry if I misunderstood you. Thaanks for being my listening ear just now outside gym? Anw, school gym not niceee. Ewww~ Hahaha. No offence. Hmm,i miss talking to you laa babe. F _ _. I'm sorry. XD Express MT is not that tough but the standard is like higher than NA. Which I don't really like. I miss my baby(s). There's only 4 girls in MT class. Why siah. I feel like dropping ehh. Aiyaaah~ I miss BestF jokes, I miss Bg huggs & I miss BB laughter. Err, school somehow suck somehow. Hahaha.

Ohh yaah, yahyahyahyahyah. Daughter dah pierce ear & sunat liao. I heard her cry & somehow I felt like something sharp poking deep into my heart. I feel rather provoking with wht happend. OMG, her tears make me wanna cry. Mama, iknw how you feel mama. I feel it too. Anak, don't cry ey? Ily, sayaaang. (:

Nina Karinaaa, online laaa. I need you! :'(

Thaaanks Baby!

2010-01-16T06:06:00.000-08:00

** Nina Karina, Thaaaaank You.**

Can life not get any complicated?

2010-01-15T16:06:00.000-08:00

Time check, 0810. Idk why, I'm awake so early & updating. I guess sleep early means wake up early. Those who text me yesterday, I'm so sorry that I didn't reply or pick up your calls. I was fast asleep. -_- I'm easily irritated nowadays, which I don't know why. Life seems meaningless sometimes. I feel lonely sometimes even when I'm with my love ones. Somehow, I'm more of a blur sotong as days go by. Hmm. Which, I always wonder why. Seriously idk why. Maybe you have the answer? I feel so insecure. Maybe it's because of you? I feel like a burden to you. Maybe you're the cause? I feel like a nusiance to you. Maybe it's all about you? I don't blame you 100% but that's how I feel. I just feel like running awaay, running awaay far from you.

Whatever it is, forget about it. I have my peoples to cheer me up when you're not there.

It's one after another. Why? Problems occurring one after one after another. When can it possibly stop? First my lovelife, school mates & now my #2 bestfriend's. About lovelife? Hmm, I'm transparent to him, maybe. I just come & go. I'm att but i don't look like I am. Agree? School mates? Hmm, gossip-mongers. *sigh* I really dont understand this people. Never talk about people, never spread lame rumors cannot? Akways trying to create problems. Why? You tell me why laa? You started it & we have to go through it! Fcuuuk laa you?! Go tape your gigantic BIG fatass mouth, so you'll shut up & stop spreading rumors! Now about #2 bestF. I'm sorry if I cause any misundertanding between you & girlfey? Girlfey; I won't snatch him awaaaay. He's yours. Forever. That I swear. No matter how EVIL I may be... I won't snatch something that belongs to someone. I know how it feel when your love one is being snatched away. Pardon my mistakes. I'm sorry but I'll make it clear. Between him & me? We're just friends. :D

Ohh yes, Naaah, laaast long okaay. Ily deaaar!

Maybe the best way to solve it..

Let's just be friends.

Why hang on when the love is no longer there?

I love you, yes.

Who doesn't love their boyfriend?

But, I feel like you're hiding something from me.

Which is not a nice affection.

When we meet you tend to walk further than me?

Why? You tell me.

I don't hate you, NO not at all.

The love is still there for you but how about you?

I really dont know.

If you think I have a replacement?

You're wrong. Totally wrong.

I miss-ed the way you text me, coaxing me.

Nagging at me, telling what's right & what's wrong.

I miss-ed talking on the phone with you.

Making a fuss about who's correct & who's wrong.

I miss walking with you.

When you caressingly placed your hand in mine, not wanting to let go.

I miss-ed hugging you.

Where you gave me so much warm, you called Bearhug.

I miss-ed kissing you.

Where you lips touch mine & we're both in our own world.

I miss-ed your, imy & ily text msg.

I miss-ed the way we used to sit beside each other.

Holding onto one another's hand in the bus.
Not wanting to let go.

Baby, IMY.

Tak suke, theeen~ What Moraaal?

2010-01-14T04:50:00.000-08:00

Just came home from IMM, with Mama, Abang, Sabrina & Daughter(Anak). Wheee~ Gereek paah. Buy lots of things. Won't elaborate. Hmm, I hope makcik-makcik kaypoh(s) nowadays don't talk about people ahh ehh? Ade ke patot, I carry Daughter then they whisper say; "Kecik-kecik dah ader anak?" Waaahshey, peeeng aje member! Siaaak ehh! Next time when I go out, I must put on a banner saying, 'This is not my daughter & she's my adik!' Hahaha, in all language to be exact. Hahaha! Praangai baik punyaaa. Picos, belooow!

Kalau tak suke cakap ahh? Don't keep numb or start spreading rumors?! Fcuuuk laa ehh. Kalau tak suke cakap. Stop being a gossip-monger can? Possible. Fyi ahh. Even when I don't like that person, one thing that person have to bear in mind, that is I'll never talk about you, spread stupid lame rumors about you which is not true. How to knw, I don't like you? I won't really talk to you. But, when I don't like that person I won't care about your private life or whatsoever shits. No time, seriously. Senang kate, you do your thing & I do mine. Doneee, happy ending. :/

Pleaaase, ahh for godsake. 2010, how's it gonna start? OMG. Please change laa you. Somehow I envy people who have understanding friends! What you say & what you're doing totally don't maatch ehh! Suke peyh sial, boubal pasal oraang? If people don't talk about you, then you too keep your mouth shut can? That will salvage things quite alot. SO unlucky to have to be with you fr at least a year. Big shitass! Maati laaa. Tak suke, then buat hal sendiri! Jangan jage tepi kain orang laaain, SIAAAAAL!

Praangai S----L! ^^

*calming down* Forget it & yes BestF tell me something! Something so-so, WAAAAAY to awesome. Hahaha, BestF & ____. OMG. Told BestF my opinion so, harap-harap jadi laa kan. BestF, no matter what I'm all th way behind you okaaaay! Go-gooooooooo~ BestF, blushed ehhehehehe! Boy, text me laa.-_________________- Raaabak nehh, ingat kawan lupe me. hmmmmmm~

New Frieeend, Start afresh!

2010-01-12T06:41:00.000-08:00

Muhammad Haaaaaaaaaaaanis!

This guy here, is one intresting guy. Hahah, my #2 Bestest Friend. It's been a looong time since I last online. He's one nice guy, easy to get long. To girls, bad news. He's owned. Hahah, somehow I just think that we share the same interest. Hahaha, this guy here wanna be a cheeef. Let's praay hard for him so that his dream will come truuue. Haha, currently chatting with him while he's doing his art research. Hahah, member nak F&N dapat Art. Hahaha, he says when he owns a restaurant, he'll invite me. Hahaha, he gave me lots of advice. Hahah, thaanks Beb. I appreciate you alot! Everything that we once talked about. He's one awesome frieeeend & Fafaah AndyLala is not letting go.

Haaaaaaanis, last long with girfynya aay? Dah 11 months right? Genap kan 1 year & beyond. Till death do you guys apart! Hahaha, wanna continue chatting. Adioooooooooooooos~

#2 BestFriend; Reaaaad ehh. I need your advice ehh!

Suuuuuuckaaa!

2010-01-12T05:04:00.000-08:00

*I don't like you, then? Wanna talk about me? Talk face to face & yes, I hate you*

School nowadays suuck. People nowadays just suuck. What's true friends? Favour ahh. Do your own thing while I do mine. You're sucha asshole. I really don't favour you. Nothing good about you to be praise about! Don't talk behind my back. Tak suke cakap. Fuckingly childish! Why the hell must you care about what I do, who I'm connected with or whatsoever shit? Ehh-ehh speak for yourself ahh. I really don't like you, one word; HATE. Understood. Stop bugging me with whatever you're doing or gonna do in the future. Leave me out of your stupid gossip laa, assy! Sundaaaaaaaaaaaal! I don't disturb you so you don't disturb me. 3N2 this year, roooocks! Except for one or two. Kalau dari dulu gitu, gitu laa kan. No changes. Stop saying me when you yourself same ajer, prangai kalau baguuus tuu tak laa ape. How I wish someday I would not have to see your face. So eerie! Geeeeeeeeeeee~

I now starting to enjoy Mathematic cause I'm sitting right in front, in front of teacher's table to be exact! Waaahshey, bt somehow I feel rather sleepy when it comes to diffrent subject. Hahaha, what to do? Bored & not intrested. Hahah. Mathematic teacher, Mr Ngiow. He's a gooooood teacher. For real, if I pass... It's all his effort. I see improvement. Hahaha. So far, I pass most of my quiz. Haha, baaik kepa Faaah. Heeeh! Fyi, i don't really like Geography. Mr Shao, boring siaah. Ape merepek he taalking about pon idk. Craaaap ahh ehh. Hmm, Iraah started a weekly routine with me & Naah. Every Friday we'll go gym. Hahaha, keep fit laa kan. Iraah want loose weight.

BestF's baby found liao. Haha, happy to see her happy. When she found babynya, irritating plaak tadi at school. Hahah, tapi my BestF laa kankanakan. Hahah, besok will stay back to do revision. Maths revision with BestF & Bg. Hahaha. Stuuuuday hard ehh, this year. Let's see how long it will last. Hope forever. Hahaha. Enjoy going school with LasticBoy. Hahaha, I likey-likey ehh. Hahaha. Beeeeeeeeeeeest.

What moore, what more. One thing, thanks love. (:

I like Warhead's & 28.

Niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

FlaagDaaaay!

2010-01-09T04:03:00.000-08:00

I'm making it loud & cleaar! If I were to repeat sec 3 next year, *touch wood* & if there's flagday. I swear I'm not gonna do it. Heck care with the CIP. I'm only doing it once, as it's for the needy. Hmm. I swear it's suuper tiring. People, if you're ever to come across flagday, pleaaase donaate laa ehh. I'm so aloof with singaporeans nowadays. Like, ruude & stingy. Urrgh, 10cent pon takk boleh part kepaaa. Pleaase ahh, duit takk leh bawak mati. Urrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh! My body's aching ehh. Wth! Baby kat Sentosa hurray-hurray, I do flagday. Siaaal ehh. Charity peyh pasal ahh ehh. Hahaha. But fun laa, after all. Haiyaah. Finish flagday at 0530 then slackslack & went home. Reach home, Mama ask jage Baby. She wanna go out with Daddy. Go Jp. Hahah, ketok Mama buy 3 quater pants. Hahaha.

This's Ziyi. Hahha, we call her Mary. She's from Malaysia. New friend laa. Preety ehh dier. Hahah, Mary name, BestF yang bagi. HAHAHA! RoseMary? BloodyMary? Hahaha, she's easy to get along. And,m Clorox! Leaave her laa. Sebook ahh luu. Claudia pon same doool! Siaaak ehh! Aiyoooh! Rate it. Lawaaa takk? I likey-likey her. Hahaha, BestF word. Heeeeeh! ~ Pinjaam ehh.

Stuuudu haard, Faah.

2010-01-08T06:39:00.000-08:00

Been rather busy with school lately. Not only that but in a nick of time, so maany things just happended in a flash without you realising it. I just won't elaborate muuch about what I've been going thru. For me to know && for you to find out alrighty? Yesterday story.

School, Home, Rina's Baby School, BabyKe'ai's crib, gym, lepak & home sweet home. I love my kawans. Just don't chaaange laa you. Stick to one? Mane semuer janji awaak? Last year yeahyeah ohh ahh luu. Waaahshey! Talk's cheap! Prove it! Ehh, at home NO makan. Wahliao. How to eat. Waahshey. Just came back lepaak. Hahaha, with Lala. Rinduuu kau. Tell your kawaaan; tkde harapan. Dah berpunyaaaaa. Hahahahahahah, bluueks. First come, first serve. Nyahahah.

; i'm really overcoming loads of problem. up to you if you wanna believe me. The trust for you towards me is your choice. Make the right choice. It was shocking, like duhh~ But, it's all too soon laa. I knw you'll support me && yeah. Leave me aloneee for the moment alright? Lemme do some soul-searching ayeaye?! Pestering me is bad enough, burden. Okaaaaaay. Leave me out of your line for the moment. i BEG you. Okaaay. (: Picture do the talking. Thoose are gym photo's. Hahaha.

School Error.

2010-01-06T03:11:00.000-08:00

It's Wednesday laa, so it's the 3rd day of school, laa shey. Hahaha, 3n2 okaay laa. Quite fun. Actually, I'm laazy to blog. Hahahah. Love nt feeling well & I hope you'll feel betta. Text me soon. School's fun but bringing loads of books is a burden. My shoulder ache siah! Hahaha, okay. Today had, Physic. It was Mr Tan. With him around I think I'll pass my exams. Pray hard ehh. Good news. For mt, I'm going to express class BUT I'm not with babygirl(s)! Waaahshey... Heart ache siah. In that class, there's only 4 girls which is me, leen, rafarsha & khalida. Waaahliao. Wth! Kenaaape siah. But, got to work haard for this year so when sec 5, that is if I can promote to sec 5, I will not have to take mt. Less one subject. Hahaha, advantage of having o'Level mt. Hahaha, greaaaat. Text, my best saaayang. Hahaha. Didn't really text muuch in class. Hahah, recess time same whaat. Rite? Hahahaha, okaay I just packed my beg & I'll just have to pray hard that my beg stay intact. Hahah, mane takk? Physic text is heavy & so is Chemistry! Waaahshy~ Praaay verrrrrry HARRRD! Hahahaha.Ahh~ Saturday, got flag day siah. Kanninahbeyh! CbCbCb! Hahaha, taknk buat siaah! Ewww. Charity peyh pasal, tkpe faah. Hahah. Till here. F E E L A S T I C, tomorrow go school with ahh. Hahaha. Kechoy! ScrappyCoCo- Sayaaaaaaaaaang? WhaatEver?! Hahaha.

School's in` Fun's outta!

2010-01-04T04:29:00.000-08:00

Before posting aye, peopes. Just a small announcement laa kan. Hahahaha, I've got a new number. Waaahshey. Nak number, mintaak okay. Okaay, enough! School's started liao. Waaah, gereek kepaa. First day is undescribale. It's heart threatening, bored & maybe full of laughter but I miss (N)ones. Waah, class sungguh bored without you all. Hmmph! Claass, is not niceee. Hahaha, green for the wall && guess what? Table colour YELLOW kepaaa. Waah-sueey! Nak, tido pon taak jadi siah. Hahaha, walaaio. I miss my ScrappyCoco. Hahhaha, All the way siah kau panggil aku sayang? Apaa critaaa? Hahahah, meet new friends. She's from Malaysia;JohorBaharu. Hahahah, Kakak Maary kepaa Jon? Hahahahahahahah, jkjk. Zhiying namanya. Gerek laaa she. Hahahahah. Budaak sec one, aiyaaah. Just stop acting like you know it all. Bullshitz! After school, go home, & lepaaak. Hahaha. Okaaay, laaazy to elaboraate. Penaat. Hahaha. Paai, maaf cannt follow, asleep. Deep asleep ehhs. Hahaha.

Ohh, yaah, I saw ____. OmGosh! Awesome laa you. Hahaha, i like. Meet me again kays, imy laa sehy. Waahshey. Hahhaah. Hmm, hari-hari got people fetch me. Hahha, i looove you awesome peoples. Heeeeh. :D Jon, told me something. Shocked. Why me? Hahahaha. Niceee.

two ohh one ohh?

2009-12-30T20:12:00.000-08:00

2010.

Celebrating 2010, at home this year. Hahah, takpe laa. Teman Mama. Mama, at home abeh we outside huraaay-huraay? Rabaak kan? For the new year, I will teman you kaykay Mama? Just now, went JP, library & pasar malam with BestF. Kechoy laa she. Hahaha, after going pasar malan then bus-ed go Shima's crib. Slacked with SD`, Keynah && SotSotSiaao! Hahahah. Then bused home then lepaak with Ampai & Alepp. Jingle Bell, kepaa? Hahaha, then we go shop walk-walk. Hahahahaha, then went home, tunggu Love datang rumah. After Love sampai, went Mr Teh Tarik to buy dinner for Mama. After that bused home with Love & Abang. B, go town shey. Naaaaka, ikot ehh! Tapi, Mama howhow? Hahahaha. Next yeaar ehh! B, sorry ehh? Pasal I, you lambat? Hahaha. Enjooooy, Babynya!~ Wee, what's my resolution for next year? Basicslly, I JUST HOPE FOR A BETTER YEAR. Hahahahahah, better. Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay, better than this year. Come by 2010! Wuhuuuuuus!~ Till here, nak watch tevee. Wheeeeew!

Anyway, i lost my phone, which means I lost you people number. Will buy a new simcard. :D

Handphone hilaang liaos!

2009-12-30T02:20:00.000-08:00

Handphone LOST. *waahshey*

Suuey ehh. Just came back slacking with Abang, Ampai & Alepp. First went JP to help Abang check his cheque. Waahshey, mamat niey pandai. Cheque in but tak write his bank account numer. Pandaai siah! So no choice lorh. Go there fill in form then go school to get information of the cheque number & what bank. So gave the paper to the bank person. Slack-ed with Ampai & Alepp at JP not for loong then we geraak go my house, slack. Then Iknw, handphone hilang. Saket perotnyer pasal handphone hilaang waahshey! Cb, siah. Whoever found my phone. Pleaaase, return! Baru dapaat siah. Waaahshey! BestF, sorry can't tag along to library? Thousands of apologies!

Yesterday went town, with Love, Abg Alep(waahshey Abg?), Alepp, NanaKaysiow, Sunshine dan lain-lain. Fun daaay. Hahah, banyaak kechoh. Tak perlu elaborate. Hahahahah. Ahhcheys. Bought 2 cotton on shirt. Niceeee. Trained home & lepak skejap with Abang. Drink coffee sampai maaut ahh luu~

*I miss you. Can we meet again. When my lips touch yours... It's like a beautiful nightmare! Pleaaase. Ape tuu Faithful dook?*

2009-12-27T09:07:00.000-08:00

----------------------SEZAIRI SEZALI IS SINGAPORE 2009 SINGAPORE IDOL!-----------------

Wuuuhuuus~ Congraaats. Three straight years of Malay guys getting the tittle of Singapore Idol. Wahlaaau~ Cool laaah. 3 cheers for Sylvia though. She did greaaat too! Kudos yaaw. I can't go to sleep yey. Siaaaaaaaaaaak tol. Currently chatting with Shrek & Raaakid. Thaanks for accompanying me yey. Anyway, Kid. Last looong with her. Yknw, Iknw. Public don't know. Awwwws` kisah cintaanya manis skali. (: I'm now watching Problem Child 2. Not bad laa the show. It's about small kiddos which is veeery naughty! Speaak to Nana, abang's cloose friend. Sweety little pie. Awwww~ Ader laa problem-problem they'll yang tertentu. Fafaah ajer yang tawuu. The rest jangan kaypoh. Hahah, kidding. Hanis ajak me otp. Hanis skater. Sorry, I can't reply your text yey, Nis? I was outside. Today night can? Hahaha, my prepaid's low. Hahah. Boored maaut. Heheh. Hanis tomorrow, we otp kaay? Promise. :DD Kaay, enough of that.

Today's date is 28 December 2009. Well, it's been 2 months. Hahah, Happy 2nd Monthsary Baby. Hope we laaaaaaaast long. I love you, alooot. Wo ai ni. (: Ohh, yes. Yesterday he sent me this text msg. Exactly the same. It's his goodnight msg. Sweeet laa kan~

Baby: Oh takpe bby. Okayokay. Goodnight baby. Have a good beauty sleep aye. Iloveyou. Wo ai ni. Lagi ape i tak tahu. Haha. Budak kecik maen swing nyayi lalala, budak yang bername naqiuddin warhead sayang kau fafaah andylala, :D Goodnight bby. Love you superduper much. Muuuaaahhhs!

Aww, sweet betol matair aku. But, at times. Hahahahah!

Raawr~

2009-12-25T06:02:00.000-08:00

I never get tired saying I L O V E you towards you because I meant it!

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Why? Why is life so unfair? Is love an important word in a guy's dictionary or is it status that makes them feel proud? Just why is love so unfair? Why is it that when you're so in love with someone, that particular person just doesn't seem to care? Just what is their reason? Before courting, he will do whatever you say, he will always be by your side, you will always come first before everything? Why is it that before the two hearts becomes one, life is so wonderful. Full of laughter, no tears. How, I wish that moment will always occur. Doesn't matter if we're already together or not. When they are just in love but nt in serious relationship, his love towards you is like; LoveBeyondSoul. But, when we're now together, everything is unpleasant to look at or even to just hear about it. Sometimes we (girls) tends to do stupid stuff without thinking it's because we want your attention. I'm not obessed with your attention, just show me some care. Seriously, it hurts to actually keep everything deep down, without sharing or even having someone to talk to. Burying all the thoughts doesn't actually make one feel better. Sooner or later, we will burst, just feel like bursting out all the stupid fucking thought out of us. Once we reach that point, it's almost the same as eruption of a volcano. There. There, they will start showering us with their sweet words, making us feel pacified. It's not enough, seriously talking. I'm not easily pacified with guys sweet-talk. I may look flattered but sorry to say that, that is not how I feel. Sometimes, I give in eventhough it's not my fault, it's because I LOVE YOU. I cherish you but, DO you? Think. I never controlled you. Eventhough I'm your girlfriend... I just think that, I don't uphold enough rights to tell you off. I know, who I am & obviously I know tht I'm only able to advice you, if you ever tries or tends to do something bad. I know where I stand. But, do you even care about me? I'll never wanna let you go. Never do. Now that I'm with you, every tears tht trickle down is for you. That show's howmuuch I love you. Not every women is able to cry out of a guy's sweetness. Tell me, eversince I 'm with you, how many times have I cried? Never ever say again tht, 'Maybe I'm nt the one for you.' That sentence hurts me alot. Silence never solve anything. I love you, don't you know? Can't you see. I can't affod to lose you, that I swear. I meant every word I type here. Do you even love me. I know that's bold of me to ask you that but I really want to know your answer. Everyone's born imperfect. I admit I have my weakness. I may not be perfect but I put in 100% effort to change myself for the better.

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What would you feel if someone you really love didn't link you when they've a blog? And they only do so when they are ask to do so. What would you feel? I'm suure you would feel that you doesn't carry any weight in their heart. And when they're ask to do so, I'm sure you will question them. And what would you feel when they say, Ohh, I forgot. Sorry. Sad, I bet? Maybe to them, it's just a small matter. It doesn't matter laa anyway. But, I'm sorry. I'm nt that type of person. This incident suure do question me alot. Truthfully, I don't want to be hurt. I had enough, that guys are always trying to make me cry. They don't know, the reason why we cry. The reason is that, we care, we love, we can't afford to lost that person. What do you want me to do, to make you being able to feel that I really am in love with you. I'm speechless. I really don't know what more you want me to do. I've already done what I'm able to. It's up to you, now. Tell me how you feel. I hate crying. I really, really do. Please, please stop making me cry. Or tell me that it's all worth it that I cried for you. I had enough of all the rainy days that I've gone through, please for once let me go through a sunny day, a day full of laughter. Maybe on th 28? For once, break through out of the bitterness that you've once give me. Now, that you have a blog, have you ever even post about me? Or even just to put 'Baby' in any of your lines. I'm utterly dissappointed. I never doubt you but, it's like I'm really too much into you. No replacement.

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But, I'm willing to let you go if that's the only option to see you smile. To see you happy. I'm more than willing to do so. It's not that I don't love you, it's just that I see... You want to be free, to be single.. To have your own life back. That's what I feel. Just what is happening? I've no other ways to tell you, how deeply I am in love with you. You judge. I'm willing to let go you BUT never am I willing to let go the love that I've experience when I'm with you. Though it's sometimes sweet or bitter... I'll endure it while I still can. I miss you, I really do. Love me the way you use to love me. This might be the longest post I've ever wrote for you. Sincerely, I meant what I say. I really love you, dear. Love is a strong word as it's got an ability to drop us down but, you have the ability not to let that happend. Ever happend! I think I've wrote what was once burried deep down. You'll be the judge. I really am tired putting a stong front in front of you & I'm mooore tired when I've to put a fake smile just to see you smile.

I really LOVE you, Dear.

Iloveyou` I loveyou` Iloveyou` Iloveyou` Iloveyou` Iloveyou` Iloveyou` Iloveyou` Iloveyou` Iloveyou` Iloveyou` Iloveyou, suuperduuper fucking muuchy ________________.

*you fill that up okay?*

Love, Fafaah AndyLala.

ily.

It's Baaaaack`

2009-12-23T06:41:00.001-08:00

Phone's back in my possesion, ehh! I REPEAT, MY PHONE IS BACK IN MY POSSESION! Heeeeh. Happy Sangat-Sangats. *kening upup* Waaah`sehh. People, start msg-ing me okaaays. I'm BORED with a silent phone. Hahaha, text me peopes. Hahahaha, text me tawuuus. Tomorrow, going to buy school uniform & P.E t-shirt with Abang. Should be in the morning laa kan. Cause, afternoon Abang's going out with Nana, his new date laa sehy. Hahahah, he say he wanna go Marina Square watch movie. Alvin & the chipmunks yg Chipet ehh, dok? Whatever show, enjoy laa Beb. Yeaah, whaat to updaate yeyy? I miss BoyFriend. Heeh, dah top-up B? Ohh, yes. BabyGorgeous, tomorrow you going school kankankan? Kiter nak jumper awaak laa seyh! Heeeh. Let me tell you, how I get my phone back. Simple. I ask from Mama. Hahahah, kay laa. I wanna go online.

Love, Fafaah AndyLala.

*WIDE smile*

2009-12-21T00:33:00.000-08:00

TODAY, is rather a boring day. I've been having sleepless night, ohh yes! I'm lack of proper sleeping time. Waaahseh. I've been going to & fro to either the hospital or polyclinic. Gosh, it's suuper tiring dohh. When will that stupid routine ever STOP? Lacking of sleep is BAD, awesomely bad yknow. Looking awfully not me. Boyfy, ask me to accompany him to go gym today. Too late, Love. Hahah, must teman Mama. Yesterday, text-ed with boyfriend, he was watching free movies at bb. Talk-ed lots of crap with him. Only you can entertain my crappy-ness ehh? Hahahah. Okay, I ask him a suuper stuupid question ehh. I ask. 'B, yang part kiter gadoh, you adr rase nk break?' This is what he reply, ' Ader laa, tapy sayang punyer pasal tak nak'. Hahaha, agaknyer like that laa. I also forgot. *lack of sleep whaat!* Now, I really don't know what to talk about. This week, I don't want to go out. I think I prefer staying at home, top up my sleep level. Hahaha, accompany Mama. Seriously, now blogging.. I feel like landing to lalaland again. I just woke up, fr0m beauty sleep, but I feel like sleeping again. Aiyaah. Fafaah, Fafaah. Just what is happening to you. Baby's prepaid is low. I guess, cause yesterday he claims that he's prepaid is suuper low.

When will I ever meet, this Baby of mine. Hahaha, I'll rape you. Hahah, FAKE. But, he take it seriously. Hahahah, kay laa CRAP. I feel like eating EGG+CHEESE prata. Niceee, ehh eventhough I just ate it this morning. I'm growing fat sooner or later. Anw, just what show will be showing on 28 December? Baby tends to watch movie for monthsary, BUT don't know what show to watch. Hahaha, tkkn Avatar ehh. Hahah, but anything ahhs. Looks greaat. Teringat BestF saye. Hahah, orang biru kepaa? Now, my routine is to wake up around 0830 then back to sleep at 1230 midnight. Weird, ehh. But, that's what happening to me, since BabySerina's out. Adorable kiddo. Ohh, yes. I miss chatting with Hanis. My new friend. He's suuper gerek. I will not be going online so often yeaah, Friend? Sorry laa, kinda busy lately with Baby's stuff. Will go online soon okaays?

Till here, Let's wrap it up!

Love, Fafaah AndyLala. (:

Back in my arms. :D

2009-12-19T02:57:00.000-08:00

What would you do when your LOVED ones caressingly holding you tightly around his arms, making you feel comfortable, making sure you're safely around his arms & looking right straight into your eyes?

I'm back in his arms. At last. The moment, I've been waiting for. We had a tiff, but thats normal in a r/s though. You're back & imissyou yeaa, B. Hahahah, ohh yes. Before anything, I wanna say THANK YOU, so much to Ampai & Alepp. Thanks yaaw, you gus are the best. Babe, iloveyou. :D

Found this pic on Kakak Killa bloggy. This cute girl here is my adik. Hahah, Sheeza. Cuute, right. Hahah, imy laa adik. :D
XOXO, Fafaah AndyLala. :D

Fafaah AndyLala♥ Naqiuddin Warhead :)

What's my status, Boy?

2009-12-17T03:04:00.000-08:00

I get tired of figuring what's in your mind. Speak to me. Tell me, will you.

Where's my place inside you?

Yesterday, went to watch movie. Watched NewMoon. It's a nice show. Watched with BestF & Fico. Another KawanBEST Fafaah. HAHAHA! Kechoy, laa they all. I love hanging out with them. They make me forgot everything! Hahaha! I love you, peoples. Wanna watch Avatar next week? Naah' collect $$. Bused home & reach around 8 plus going 9. Cool show, I love it. Avatar looks fun. Ohh, yeah. BestF & KawanBest cannot meet. Always argud, I mean so many topic to argue about! Hahah, I sit in the middle, between the two of them. BestF kept fighting for her side, saying Jaccob is sweet & whatever shitz laa. Then this KawanBest of mine always point middle finger at BestF when there's a kissing part. Hahaha, dah tuu takpe. When BestF missed out what they say, then she'll ask me. Hahah, boley gituk? I will post the picos soon okay, BestF?

Tomorrow, will be meeting ShimaD` to take altered skirt. Imissyou laa, Gemok. Hahaha, she's thin ehh! Hahah, diet kan B? Sorry I never go meet you all at Sentosa yeaah, Beb? The movie starts at 0540, jady no time. Sorry yeaaahs? Tomorrow, we meet okay SD`. Imissyou~LOTS!

With Love, Fafaah AndyLala.

Fafaah AndyLala♥ Naqiuddin Warhead :)

Friends, Best Of Friends!

2009-12-15T07:32:00.000-08:00

Background, ignore. :D

Went out today, with friends & I mean the greatest of friends. Shima Disiyni, Raisot, Fat Joe & Abang. First Shima & Sot come house. Shima get carried away with BabySerina. Hahaha, let her carry Baby then Abang, Sot & SD` went to new school to take books. Before they go school. Abang mentioned that he wanna go alter pants. Ask-ed Daddy for $$$ already. Then, SD` ajak me go together with them. So, I went to alter skirt with SD`. Alter the skirt near SPC. When we was explaining to the altering auntie. Ohh, my gawd! Boleh, dapat heart attack sia if you're not patience. She keep repeating whatever we ask-ed her to do. Maaati! Tak paham tol, Auntie. Will be able to take the skirt on Friday with SD`. So we meet again yaaaw! Hahahah, after that SD` wanna go eat. So we go eat at Aiman Cafe. I ate Nasi goreng kampung & SD` eat mee hongkong without veggie but there's veggie. Lain we order, lain we dapat. Hahahah. Talk-ed alot with SD`. Sayaaang niey kawaan siah!

After eating, bus-ed home taking 98. Only Sot go home. But, SD` & Fat Joe went my house. In the afternoon it was pouring heavily. Waaah` piangs. Siak jerh. Slaack awhile. Then, when SD` wanna meet Keynah & her cousin. So, i tagged along. Meet them, talked craps then SD` wanna go keynah house wanna see fiq. Idk, which fiq laa kans. So they, go keynah house & I went home. Laughed alot. Hahaha, tomorow. They're going Sentosa. They ask-ed me along. But, I got plan. Sorry, yaaws people? I'm going to watch movie with BestF & fiquue. Hahah, maybe if there's time I'll meet them at Sentosa. Hahaha. Talk-ed alot with SD`. Thaaanks for being there yaaw, Beb.

Here's something for you, Dude.

Please, stop bugging her will you? She already have someone. When I say someone, I mean someone that she really, really do love. You get me? There's still truckloads of pretty girls out there. Bersepar dohh. Youy claimed that, no matter how evil you may be.. You will not snatch her away from her Boy? You also mentioned that you respect her desicion. From what she told me, that's not the way. Iknw, there's no other girl who can replace her but she already told you that she love that somebody not you, totally not you? Is it worth to be the talk of the school? What you're doing now is harming her, BADLY! You love her, then let her go? By letting her go, I bet she will understand that you love her. Because by doing so, you show that you're happy when she's surrounded by her love ones?

Someone she really love. You know alot of people doesn't like you to be with her but what's the use? You just don't understand! The one getting spam or get fuck-ed up is her not you. You don't go thru what she go thru. If you really say you understand, prove to her that you understand her situation & respect her desicion. Action are louder than words. Let her go in a good way. Don't let all the memories that you have with her end in a bad way. Maybe it's enough. More than enough. You've done enough harm. Yang sudah tuu sudah laa. Let her live her life the way she wants it. Make her happy by leaving her will you? Maybe that's the biggest sacrifice you can do for her. Enough is enough. Let her go.....

LOVE

2009-12-14T03:46:00.000-08:00

Currently.

Now watching soccer. Singapore VS Vietnam. Lousy match. Hahaha. I'm now way chatting with NinaBelo here. This lady here, is single tawus. Apply her to be your girlfriend? Hahaha, kidding. I understand her situation. Hahaha, she's superb funny & effingly PREETAYE. Waaah piangs. Hahahaha, i love you okay Ninanyer?

Yesterday.

I was chatting + webcam-ing with Baby saya. ShimaDisiniy. Hahahah, kekek laa she. Took pic & do stupid fugly faces. Hahahaha. We both ordered MacDonalds. Hahaha. Telepathy kepaa Beb? Shima ini lokek. Taknak, share nugget! Hehhh! She said so. Hahahah, had totally MUUUCH fun with her. Anw, Baby's name is Isabelle. :D

Your girlfriend?

2009-12-13T06:55:00.000-08:00

I'm in terrible mood today. Bad mood all day long. Just what is wrong with me? Come on Fafaah, be strong. Stay strong. Baby, here's for you. Do you love me? Actually do? If you want to or planning to ignore me then tell me. I hate waiting for you to pick up your calls. I just think that you no longer need me. Do you? I love you, beb. If you don't feel like picking up, tell me. Please overcome this with me Beb? What more? What more do you need from me. I just wanna be happy, strong & patience to overcome the changes in you. Another 15 more days to 2 months. Come on Baby. Please! I hate begging but it's because I love you that I beg you. I'm not reluctant to love you. Never fail to. Just what have come across you? A great Boyfriend is hard to come by. I've caught you & please don't leave me. Sometimes I wonder if single is a better status for me? You tell me, Baby. Speak to me. You put your friends before me, so I'm doing the same. Let's be fair. Are you really trying hard to nail me hard near you? Or are you just trying hard to let me go? Faraway from me? When we're online in the past, we have alot to talk about. But, now? You judge, Baby. Only you & I know what's our current situation is. I bet you do. It's upside down now. Your pm now is ' Old times, please come back.' ain't it? Referring to us or what? If you're referring to us, the old times will only be back when you're you. Th old you. The you I've know before 28'October'2009. Where's the old you, who cares alot of his girlfriend? Where's th old you who always think & puts his girlfriend before friends? Just where the hell are you, Boy? I miss the old caring, sweet, loving & awesomely 100% faithful boyfriend that I've know?

For godsake, I wonder. Am I your girlfriend? I've been staying faithful towards you. Let you, be the guy who'll be the other side of me. Can you? Will you? I just don't feel like meeting you for the time being. I just need my time alone. Let me do some soul searching okay? You shall figure out what's your next move & I shall figure out what's my next move gonna be. We'll see. I'm just confuse. I guess you're ignorant of the situation we're in, ain't you? You made me stay all night & go worry about you when I'm unable to get through you, in the past. Now? You tell me. You're always out, at night. I'm not controlling you, but idk. I'm lacking of you, the other side of me. Day by day. Baby, please be back. Maybe I'm way better without phone. Baby. Whatever your desicion's gonna be. I respect it okay. I love you okay. I always do. Don't let the feeling fade. Never Baby, even when you're doing so. Stand up for me Baby.

One word, STRONG.

Lyric that made my day.

You’re everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could’ve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?

You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I’d love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you’re the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can’t erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No...No
No broken-hearted girl
I’m no broken-hearted girl

Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now I’ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say you’ve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me
And still you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I don’t complain
Cause I’ve been afraid that you would've walk away
Oh but now I don’t hate you
I’m happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No…No
No broken-hearted girl

Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be…Oooo
I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me…yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away
Away With you
yeah yeah yeah, ohh ohh ohh

I don’t wanna be without my baby
I don’t wanna a broken heart
Don’t want to take a breath with out my baby
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way..No..No
I don’t want a broken heart
I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl..No..No..
No broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl No…no…
No broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl

You're 14 already!

2009-12-12T19:49:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday To Fazirah Binte Father Name!

This lady here is my BabyBeautiful. No one can replace her. It's her birthday tomorrow. 14 Deccember 2009. To be exact 14 Birthday laa. I don't think I can update about you tomorrow cause I'm busy with Mummy's thingy. Happy Birthday To You, Happy Birthday To You. Happy Birthday To Iraaaah`D. Happy Birthday To You! I love you, Baaaby. She's been a very awesome friend for me. Always showing me support no matter what I do. Now dah 14 yeaaay, Kak Iraah? Hahaha, Don't be naughty okay? Study hard for 2010. Be strong to overcome everything & anything wooka-ys? Be strong to overcome no matter what obstacles you go through cause I'll always be there for you. Once said, I mean always will & always do okaay BabyBeautiful. She's not perfect but I love her for who she is wholeheartedly. And yes, Imy laa sehy. I wanna meet you soon. May you be happy always & move on with the old & get on with the new. Hope your lovelife will be always perfect. Anyway last loooong, suuper looong okaay Baby? Happy Birthday! I love you, Birthday Girl. 14 years of age & she's suuuper bubbly. I love her!

Baby's out!

2009-12-12T19:34:00.000-08:00

13 December 2009. (:

It's a Baby GIRL! Hahahahah! Mama gave birth at home. Gosh, I was well shaken ehh. Okay, this is what happend. I was sleeping, beauty sleep then Mama shout 'Adik', 'Adik' ! I was so sleepy, urrgh. Then, I walked out & I saw her in pain. Hahaha, then she ask me to call Daddy, then I called but Daddy didn't pick up so I kept calling then Mama say, Go call ambulance now! Okaay, I called. Then, I call the delivery suite, for them to be prepared. Then, I saw the whole giving birth process. Ohh dear, awesome. Actually, the Baby can be delivered at the hospital but the ambulance who is suppose to take Mama's case went for a more emergency case. Okaay, then I pissed off. I called the ambulance again & they ask me to wait just a little while cause they're sending another ambulance there, the nearest ambulance is at Tuas. In 5 minutes time, the Baby's out. Will upload her pic real soon. I saw how they cut the unbellical cord. Is it spelt that way. Idk, laa. Hahaha, later will go hospital. Yeeahuuu!

Wednesday will meet BestF for movies, but before that she'll drop by my house to see Baby. Hahahahah. I called the most important person in my life but HE didn't pick up. I thought I could spread the news to him first but nehh. Hahahahahah! I love you, BestF. Always there for me!

Always been me?

2009-12-12T02:42:00.000-08:00

I've never changed. You've changed. You're no longer the you I've known before. I'm just afraid we can't stand longer. I love you, Yes I do. But, do you? People change & I mean everyday. I love you the way you used to be you. Not the new you. You're just not you. For anything that is just not right, reflect on yourself. I have difficulties but I overcome it. But do you? I'm here but I think you're taking me for granted. My mind is in a whirl. Just what was the mistake. I know, I'm not a perfect one for you. Everyone's born imperfect. Was my fault, to lay eyes on you. I loved you wholeheartedly but I don't feel the same, towards you. I know, I lack something. I'm figuring. Have I hurt you, alot? Tell me, speak to me. Maybe, I'm more of a friends type to you? Speak to me Babe, I have difficulties trying to make you understand my situation. I love you, period.

Webcam!

2009-12-11T09:44:00.000-08:00

Webcam Frenzy.

I'M BORED.

That's why.

I saw you!

2009-12-11T06:47:00.000-08:00

Today was my LUCKY day because I saw you, from above. I saw you, I really did. Was that FATE? I believe in FATE, alot more now. It all started from you. I'm super engrossed with you. Hahahaha, I wanna see more of you now, okay? Today went out with BestF. First of all, I want to apologise to my Miss Buang here. Sorry, Beb. I made her wait for me like an hour. Actually she didn't know that she waited for 1 hour liao, cause no watch. Huakhuak. But, I told her. Hahaha, seriously Beb! I'm SORRY, Nurul Jannah yey? Bus-ed there then I saw her already! Ran to her & I huggy her. Aww, when I hugged her saw her cute baby face. Nah, don't blushed ehh! Hahahaha, had lots of fun with her. Bought afew things. Kiter same-same laa BestF! Heeh! I bet, her leg is aching all over. Sorry, yey sayangnyer. I laugh-ed alot today. Bleh, pecah perut ehh with that lady. Didn't take any pics with her. Because, I no handphone. Hahahahaha!

I'm her Miss Buang ehh. Everything, she wanna throw she chuck it a me, saying 'THROW'. But where I throw? Inside my bag. Hahahahah. Kecoh ahh luu, Nah. We'll go out again okay? New Moon. Maybe, I plan yey Nah. Thought of buying BabyGorgeous birthday present but we're still looking around. Hahahah, Baby sabar yey. We still finding. No worries. Monday will go school, but school books then head straight to NUH, see Mama and new baby. Gee, tak sabar ehh. Maybe we go out on Wednesday or Thursday kays BestF? Okay, till here.

And you, yes you. Online again. I had truckloads of fun chatting with you.

Let's chat, GOGOGO. Online, lerh. Will be waiting for you, yaaw! :D

I love that way!

2009-12-10T08:47:00.000-08:00

Shopping-spread. Went Bugis today. Wahh, tiring day dohh! First went to collect Nenek's medication at SGH. Train-ed there, alight at Otrum Park and took shuttle bus. Reached, but was not able to collect the medication cause Nenek gave me her invoice not the presscription. Hahaha, weird laa she. So plann-ed to take the shuttle bus to mrt station but the queue was suuuper long, so Abang don't want. So we walked & train-ed to Bugis. Shop, shop, shoping there then train-ed to City Hall & went Penny. Shop there meet loads of HongKah Lites. But, idk them all. Abang know. Hahahahahaha.

Shopped there then went Esplanade walk-walk. Hmm, Bored siao. Then we plan to go have lunch so we went Marina Square. Ate NASI BRIYANI. Waahhh, full siao. Nice, ehh. Sat outside. Didn't sit at the air-con side cause Abang paisey if we eat like a thousand years never eat. Hahahah, so we sat outside. Kes lapaaar sungguh laa kan. Hahaha, sat outside tak malu but the sun was glazing siao. What`theHell tol. Hahahaha, then train-ed home. My leg's hurting now. Too muched working. Hahahah. Okay, gtg. Iloveyou, Challobette.

Post, Post, Post!

2009-12-09T01:54:00.000-08:00

Second Post Of The Day.

I'm Boreed. -_- Urgh, planned to go Bugis but it was pouring just now. I hope tomorrow will make a good day out. Hahah, but it's okay anyway cause I've not received $$$ from Dada. Mama, Dada & RinaBaby's out to Bishan. Dada did mention that they will be collecting $$$ from his office. Naaawh, I'm bored. Luckily, Baby was at home. I called him just now. Talked for awhile. He just woke up. Imisshim. Haha` Will call him again later after he top-up. Luckily he's home. Awwh, hilang bosan skejap. Hahah. Just off the phone with him. He wanna go bathe. Hahah, go bathe laa Beb.

I'm Bored. Jon, wanna watch ZombieLand? Joom, Jon?! I'm Bored ehh. Anybody, wanna watch movie? Serious shit ahh, home is Bored. Anyone, online. There's people online BUT idk them. Waaah`piangs. I'm bored. Anyway, B. Added your photo to my `About me. Nice pic laa you. Your pic, nice Beb. What more can I update. I'M SUUPER BORED. Okay, I'm tired typing, I'm bored for afew times. I wanna go meet my Kawan(s). But, when? Plan laa people! Sentosa? Ohh yah, BestF! Henderson waves, amacam? I'm no longer using phone. So sorry, so anything just beep my house number yeaah. For quite awhile though, I won't be using. If never reply, Sorry yeea? Bukan sombong, tapy ader alasannyer.

Ohh, ahh. Baby, thought of deleting his blog. Jangan laa Beb. Aiyah. I also thought of. I'm tired using Blog. Hahahahahahahahah, we'll see laa kan. Maybe I will & maybe will not laa kan. We look & see. TakeCare.'
Love, Fafaah AndyLala. :D

Fafaah's BACK!

2009-12-08T22:28:00.000-08:00

Soloist

Hello, Hello yaaw. I'm baack again after not long from the last post. Everything is going better & even better at home. Already in talking terms with Mama. Everything seems okay to me. Okay, that's great news. Ohh, yes. Went to NUH to accompany Mama for check-up just now. Woow! Mama, was suuper frustrated ehh with the Doctor. I totally understand why she's so upset & so irritated. Even though I have not been through pregnancy. Haha, yeye ajer si Fafaah niey. Okay, the doctor made a promise to Mama that next Monday she will confirm + chop give birth. She has to reach at delivery suite at 0830 on Monday. From, there.. They will induce her. Is that the corect spelling anyway? Heck care laa. I'm happy for her, that's for sure. What's gonna be her name? Mama thought of Reeka Isabelle or Eldora Isabella. Haha, up to her laa. I'm so lazy to give her ideas. Up to you laa, Mama yey? Thought of going Bugis today, but Daddy's still not home. I need $$$ for you Daddy. Be home, suuuper soon Dada.

Okay, it's been long I've not meet BoyFriend. Haha, rindu you laa qemook! Heeh, gemok-gemok pon mataer aku juugak laa kan. That's sudah tentu laa ehh. His prepaid's low. Aiyaah, beb be home laa. How, to call you when you're not home? Aiyoooh, you ahh. Ohh, ahh. His pooh bear is with me! Awww, he gave me before I left Singapore for the previous vacation. Hahah. Thaaanks Baby. Appreciate your thoughtful-ness. Iloveyou. :D I will return your Pooh back to you kays, Baby? It's your Birthday present kan, so don't worry. I won't keep for lone okays? Hahah.

I miss lots of people.

Let's start listing okay?

Here we Goooooo~

I miss BoyFriend.

I miss BestFriend.

I miss BabyGirl.

I miss BabyBeautiful.

I miss ShimaDisiniy.

I miss Keynaah.

I miss AteenBoncet.

I miss NinaBelo.

I miss Ampai.

I miss Ahyaan.

I miss Yana.

I miss Fiquue.

I miss Shafee.

I miss Mamat.

I miss Fadly.

I miss YanPalat.
I miss Meera Weera.

I miss Hakim.

I miss Elinaaaa.

I miss Mooneyrah.

I miss Sarah.
I miss Dinahh.
I miss Raisot.

`Fact is that Imiss`everyone laa.

Those who I didn't mention.

I, Fafaah Andy miss you sangatsangat jugaak.

No worries~

At Last

2009-12-05T03:25:00.000-08:00

AndyLala :D

Well, Hello people. It's been a long time since I last update. I'm just back from a week vacation. Suuuper greaat. When Family meets, it will always go guuuuuuhYeaaah. Took loads of pic but don't think I will post up. I'm suuper lazy ehh. Hahah, Fafaah laa kan. I miss a lot of people ehh. BestFriend, BabyGirl, BabyGorgeous && last but not least BoyFriend. Hahah, meet up soon ehh sayaang(s). Well, just wanna tell you guys how I'm doing. Well, I'm doing fine for now. Started to talk to Mama again. Ohh, yeaah.. I miss my Mother, Ohh. Everything's well for now, so it's just that waiting for Mama to give birth & I'll have another sister. Ohh, yes. The school's DONE. Well done. Nicely done, Gorgeously done indeed. Can't wait to start schooling. I save loaads of $$$ next yeaaar. Hahah, school's just in front! (:

Let's go MUTE.

2009-11-20T18:16:00.000-08:00

Gosh, it's been 5 days that we've not been in talking terms ehh. I'm talking about Mama. We quarrelled about something. Only Baby know. Ohh yah, Ampai too. Haiyah. I just dont know why but I just dont wanna talk to you, Mother. Just not in the right mood. Hmmp! The word that you say to me, it hurts me alot. Thaaaanks ehh. You hurt me alot & what you told me? You claim that you were in pain & the word just came out. Hahah. Very, good ehh. Why don't I say that word to you & I say it wasn't intentionally & the word just popped out of my mind, huh? You took my phone & what was your intention? You want me talk to you right? Asking you back for my phone. I'm not that pathetic okaaay! I can still live on without handphone okaay? People, just don't text or call me. My phone is not with me. Mum, you're so unresonable ehh. Pleaaaaaaaaase, for once hear my thoughts! I beg yaah. Fyi, it's super irritating that we stay under one roof but we're not talking? You do your stuff & I do mine. It's weird. Baby, thanks for being there for me when I needed you most. And yeaah, Baby. I know what went through your mind the other day. Just don't think muuch ehh Beb?

2009-11-17T21:55:00.000-08:00

Picture above was taken yesterday. While waiting for Baby, Hahaha.Currently, hearing taubat maksiat by Wali Band. Dohh, I'm so into this song. Hahahahaha.I just came back from hospital nehh. Peyh, boring. Ohh, ahh Ampaai pon. So into the song. Hahaha, kekek laa. Actually, yesterday I meet Baby & Ampai then when Baby was asleep, Ampai was tagged-hopping when he told me that he found Maia Rahman's profile. So, I was so engrossed so I asked him to go lorh. And then, when we clicked on her profile only this song was on. Waaaah. Ampai & me die`die want this song. So, we find-find laa. Scrolling up & down her profile page then see all her comment. But, no avail. So go youtube, Ampai type `Taubat. But, tkde so we hear the song again laa, sementare laa kan. Hahah, so he go type taubat again then below there suggestions, taubat by wali band. I asked him to clicked && JangJangJang. Found! Hahaha, peyh gerek lagu dier. Stuuck sia with that song. Replay, for quite a few time. Hahahahaha, siaaak ehh. I will upload the song okeeey. Hear it & rate it dohh! Hahaha.Yesterday was suuperb fun. Hahaha, aiyah. Kekek laa tagged-hopping dengan Ampai niey. Hahaha, we keep commenting about people. Hahah, I know it's ruude but, no offence horhs. Hehhh. It's just for fuun only lerhs. Boreeed ehh kat rumaah. Aiyaah, later wanna go back to lalaland. Meet you there people. Hahah & I mean anyone. Get to sleep & you'll meet Fafaaaah. Hahaha, Craap ehhs. Hahaha, okaay i gtg. Wanna go onlineee. Heeeeeh. Tkcr peoples.With Love,Fafaaaah Andylalalala. (:

2009-11-16T08:59:00.000-08:00

You are so unfair ehh. I have feelings you know. I won't elaborate more. Maybe, it's for me to know & for you to find out. Hmm, Beb. I know you somehow, regret your desicion ehh? Idk, laa. Trust me okaaay? Pleaaase, trust me okaay Bby. I miss you, horh. I got to go. Way chatting with Baby. (:

2009-11-15T09:10:00.000-08:00

I'm playing Monopoly ehh, with Abang. Hahahah, I'm a suuper sore LOSER ehh. Hahaha, 2nd place to BANKRUPT. Hahaa, bodooh ehh aku. Hahah, Abang winnig ehh. Hahaha, pantat peyh gemok. Hahaha, jangan marah laa. Main-main only. Hehehe, he really knows how the tactic to play Monopoly ehh. Winning ehh him. Luck is on his side. Hahahahah. Take a look at the picture below ahh pepoes. That shows I'm a BAD playar. Hahahahahaha, Monopoly ehh. Gereek laa. Kill time. I'm like BORED ehh. Evidence of a loser Booohoo. Hahah. Time check` 1.17am. Baby's still not back, I guess. Waaaah, ton ke dear? Haiyaaah. Things is going upside down, but not between me & him. I know, you feel bad, so diffrent that we jarang otp now. Haiyah, I'm super sorry laa? Maybe, I'm really busy. I know, you say you understand. I really hope, you really do. Baby, please be online. I need, you. I need to tell you. Okay, I'm done. I'll be waiting fir Iraaah`Doodle to online. 1.30am online ehh, Bebby. Sayaaang, Iraaah`D. Okaaay, yuuuw. Sore Loser outta liao. Hmms, Friend. I'm really sorry. I'm afraid you would think I'm avoiding you. Don't think so, please. Iknw, that yo uknow that I'm not that type of person? Pleaaase. Dear, where you? I've got alot to share with you. I miss you, Beb!

2009-11-15T06:16:00.000-08:00

Currently hearing Whatcha Say. Wuuuuhs, nice song ehh. I'm watching a Malay telemovie that actually potrays about a good muslim & a bad one. Hahahaha, seriously it's a nice show. I don't know what's the tittle but I'm enjoying it. Hahahah, I will update later. More ehh, alaboration. Maybe laa kans. I don't promise ehh. Okaaay, got to go. The climax here. Challobette pepoes. I miss gendut ehh. Naqiuddin tuuuh`

2009-11-15T04:13:00.000-08:00

Muhammad Shafee.

The guy above is Muhaamad Shafee. Hahah, he's not my Boyfriend okay. He's my greatest Kawan. I miss him, very muuuuchy. Suuper one. Don't be jealous, BoyFy. I miss you more ehh. My kawan here, hahaha. He ajak me go walk-walk one day. Go out laa, he want blanja me makan then maybe we going to watch moviee. Hahaha, looking forward ehh, Beb. Hahaha, yes he's my Ex-Boyfriend but we're just friends okay. Did ask Baby for permission, he said okay but no hanky-panky. Itu, no haaal. We won't do laa, jangan risau & jangan worry. It`s the same Iknw. Hahaha. He, also promise to take photo-picos with me. Hahahahaha, okaaay golek laa Beb. Rindu kau, sangat-sangat. Hahahah, he's now single. Anybody who wants to know him, get through me okay? Hahahah, he's currently not seeing anyone, so any hot babes yang mahukan Muhamaad Shafee niey, lai`lai. Hahaha, but he claims that he prefer single, any Babes that are able to capture his heart. Wooooh` luck's on your side. He's a good Boyfriend! Trust me. I told him to mingle around, but he says he's laaaazy. Pemalas betuuuul. Chat with him just now, he made me go `awwwwwh`. Hahahah, this guy mepeek laa kan. Hahaha, funny too. But sweet laa. So, anyone? I'm promoting hot dudes here. Hahahaha, crap. Change his future. Hahahaha. Baby's out to Jurong. Watch Kude Kepang ehh. Hahaha, biar laa him. Tatawu sit at home. Just now afternoon otp with him. Hahahaha, kekek kehh the maaax ehh. We tried talking `kau-aku' Hahaah. I was so not use, kekok laa kan, but this Beb niey force me to try. I did, make it thru. Hehhh, we're talking about `kawan' someone laa. Only I & him knows. Heeeh, Beb takmu jealous ehh. I know, I told you a shocking story. Sorry ehh? One day, we'll talk things outta Beb. Imissyou ehh` Dear.

The pic above, was cropped. It's continue was something. Only I know & of course him cause he's the one who edit's it. Hahahahahaah, Old times have pass. Waaaaahuuus` new memories have come! Geeeh. Move on pepoes. Heeeeh.
It stated there; I'm looking at you BLAHBLAHBLAH. (:

2009-11-14T10:38:00.000-08:00

Time check` 2.43AM.
Why am I nt asleep? Hahah, I just cannot sleep. I'm bored, super bored.
Anybody, please entertain Fafaah`

Super Lousy ehh.

2009-11-14T05:33:00.000-08:00

Why Singapore? Why, just what is happening ehh. Seriously I just don't understand ehh. Suuperbly Lousy & I'm suuepr dissapointed! Never thought you guys were weak, I just don't think that you guys try hard enough. Waaaah~piangs. Why ehhh. Half way through the game, saw many Singapore fans getting their butt of their seats. Hhahahaha, i don't know laa. Singapore just what has happend? Hmmp, without the penalty.. I guess Singapore will stay 0. No score. Stuupid ehh. I've been cursing through the whole game. Hahaha, siaak ehh. Banyak dosa. Maty, liao. Hahah, okaay laaa. I'm out, chatting with Naaah'. Jannah, Baby. (:

Kiki, Imissyou ehh. Meet up soon. Tkcr, Baaaaaaaaby. Sayaang kau ehh. :D

2009-11-12T09:01:00.000-08:00

I was photo-hopping when I found my pics. Hahah, the one in green. Nicee, ehh. I found Baby's photo at his other profile. Hahaha, cuuuute ehh. Suuke, Fafaah. Actually, I;ve nothing to post about, it's just that I feel like blogging. Heeehs. Share-share picos lorhs we? Hahaha, Baby where you? Rinduuuu kamu!

2009-11-12T08:34:00.000-08:00

Teman Fafaah.

Niey, pakcik is my chat buddy. Erul Szhadow. Waah~piang this guy. Very Funny. Hahah, sanggup teman. He's my Best kawan laa him. Hehh. Chatted alot with him. He very kekek laa. His merepeks also very funny. Tak tawu betuuul aper nak post about him ahh ehh. Hahaha, he's doing fineee now. Good laa kan? Long time not msg him, tanyer khabar. Hope his result will be Suuperbly good! Good luck ehh kawan?! He's suuper kechoy when he's online ehh. He says I'm a model ehh? Hahaha, kay laa. idk what to update. Till here okeeeys?! Hahaha, chalobette. Nak continue online with this pakcik. Hahaha. :D

You're just you!

2009-11-12T02:05:00.000-08:00

Looong time not updaaaate. Geeeeh, Helluuuuuuuuus earthlings! Okaaay, just came back afew minutes ago. I''m suuuper duper tired ehh. Aiyaaah, Mummy's already discharged. She insist on it. Actually she's not allowed to be discharged but, Mama niey KERAS KEPALE! Haiyah, been rather worried about her. The so-called door already open at 2cm. She may give birth anytime ehh, but she just don't want to stay in hospital. Why Mama? Iknw, staying in hospital is suuper boring, but please bear with it? The Baby is only 33 weeks & 6 days. It's not strong enough if anytime the water beg were to burst? They need to be at least 37 weeks before you can give birth. That's not the full term but at least at 37 weeks the Baby might not need to stay at ICU for 1 month. I'm just afraid that she would give birth today, tomorrow? Idk, Mama. Pleaaase, pray hard she'll go through this smoothly! Haiyah. HOW? Many thing happend at the hospital. Just alot to post on. Today, when Mama had to insert drip.. It hurts me ehh. I saw how the needle was poke in. Aiyoh! Saket wooh. The blood was oozing out profusely. Mama, bear with the pain. I pity her laah! Baby, got match today & after that which is now maybe he's karaoke-ing. Hahahahahahahaha! Have fun Baby. Enjooooy. I'll meet you, tomorrow okaay SayangNyer? Hahahah. I'm tired laa, maybe I'll continue post later on, aikees?

*You're very funny indeed? Trying to step good in front of Mama? What'the'Hell. Stop it ehh. Not knowing anything & you raise your voice at me? Hell, Faaark You. I'm not related to you. Stop! Please, stop your fuuucking action in front of Mummy? Okaaay, maybe it's all a whole stuupid desicion that i let Mama _____ you? Do you actually love Mama? Stop upsetting her, please? Will you?*

With Love,

Fafaah Andylalala.

I need you, Mother.

2009-11-10T08:04:00.000-08:00

Mummy's in the hospital & what I exactly mean is that she's admitted. Haiyah. She might go into labour anytime. That's what the doctor kept mentioning. Waaah~piang nehh. But, praying hard that the Baby will come out when it's nearing the due date. For now, if she's out. Her lungs will be suuuper weak. Aiyaaah. Mummy, have been rather worry about Rina and the Baby. Actually today was Mummy's diabetic check-up, but when the doctor examine her, she complains of having contraction. From there, the doctor transfer Mama to the delivey suite. For real, Rina & me cannot enter the delivery suite but Mama quarrel with the nurse. ' If my daughter cannt stay here then you call the doctor, I want to be discharge!' she says. Waaah, *shocked*. Hehh. Only husbands are allowed to enter the delivery suite. Hmm, first time masok ehh. Jakon wheey. Mama was transfer there cause they want to monitor how fluent her contraction happends. The delivery suite was more likely like a hotel ehh. The toilet has a bathtub but idk why the hell they have that. Waaah~liao. When someone gives birth they wont be bathing after that? Duuurh. Rina was suuuper JAKON that every 5 mins she kept going to the toilet. Just because it looks grand to her? Maybe? Hahahahaha. Even when she doesnt feel like urinating, she still insist on going to the toilet. Hahaha, tak paham laa niey anaak. (:

Mummy's now at the hospital. Aloneeee. Want accompany her but we are nt allowed to stay overnight. Aiyaaah. RinaBaby, was like a magnet to Mama. Starting, we made a deal. She'll follow me home then tomorrow when she's awake, I'll get her ready & bring her there. It didnt work. She saw it trough. Cleveeeer ehh her! When want go home, we took cab. Mama gave $$$. Ten buucks ajer. Enough laa, just nice. From hospital to home costs $9.80. Luuck ehh! When want go home, carry Rina from Mama cause she's asleep. Naik cab jerh, she wake up. Find Mama. She turn left, she turn right. Aiyaiyai. The, she saw Mama. I say ' Bye Mummy, there'. She waved but tears kept tearing. Hahaha, kesian ehh. Then, Mama msg. 'Did she cry?' Like, of course Mama? Haaahaha. I peng story to RinaBaby, saying that wait for Daddy to come home then we'll head back to the hospital. Gheeee, sorry darling. I can't go for dance pract, tomorrow. Sorry? Mummy, needs me more then you people. Maaaaaaf yeayaya?

Reach home, call-ed Mummy then Baby. He's at Gombak. Haha, lepaak laa twuh. With Fadil all. Hahahah, Ampai at home. He didn't lepak. Maybe after meeting Neesa, he straight away go hme laa tuu? Hahaha. After call Baby, wanted to bathe. Handphone, checked. Ampai, text me & so I called him. After that, I go bathe. Hahahahahaha. I rindu, Naqiuddin ehh. Tomorrow want meet cannot. -_- Must go hospital, attend to Mama, keep her accompany. I'm getting tired, typing. Will update more on Mummy's condition. Tkcr. ChaloBette, Baybey. :D

With Love,

Fafaaah Andylalala. :D

*B, suuuuuuuuper sorry yey? Hope you understand kay sayaaang?*

You Are A Sore LOSER, Dudeee!

2009-11-09T07:28:00.000-08:00

You're just Jealous?

Just what the hell is wrong with you dude? Faaaaaaaark you, laa whey? Cb. I already have a Boyfriend okaaay. That's a fact & please understand. Maybe you're just jealous, huh? Iknw, you once liked me but when you liked me you never knew that Iknw that you already have a GIRLFRIEND. Dude, iknw your girlfriend & yes I do. Please laa ehh?! I thought you've let it go but, NO. You're still holding onto it. I chat with you & here's what you say.

Me: Hello.

Him: Hello.

Him: Bz uhh.

Him: Bye.

Me: Okay.

Him: Go wit Kiki kies?

Me: Okay.

Him: Bye.

Me: Bye.

Ehh, hello. Just what the hell were you thinking? I'm nt flirting with you or what so ever & I'll never want to, okaaay? Pleaaase laa? Move one! Can't you just let go of the past & get on with the future. Hell Boy. Yes, I do have a Boyfriend. But, idm being friend with you. Really, but before anything just please get over me. Stop being an angel. Dude, you're such a faggot. I have a Boyfriend to entertain okay. So please ehh. Please don't ever think that I'm waiting for you. Fuuuuuuuuuuuck laa wheey. Wanna be angel? Ohh, yes. You suuuucks to the core ehh. Aku tawu aku pernah tolak cinta kau, but please can you please forget me? Let's just be friends? Idk, maybe. I haate you laa. For now & forever okaaaay. Engkau, MEREPEK pahaam?

I HAVE A BOYFRIEND.

MUHAMMAD NAQIUDDIN.

Understood, A________?

It's All Him, That I Care.

2009-11-09T05:45:00.000-08:00

Okaay, I promise Baby that I will upload the picture when I'm with him. This one laa B. Waaaaaaaah~piang. I miss Boyfriend, Bestfriend, Babygirl && BabyBeautiful. Full time favourite, saye. Aiyaaah, Baby's out playing takraw. Hahaha. Rinduuu dier ehh. He, ahh. Abit of a pelupe guy. Say want msg but tidaaak laa kan. Haiyaah, idk laa ehh. But, I understand laa. Whaat to updaate ehh. Suuuper boring ehh, sitting at home. Tomorrow, will have to wake up suuuper early ehh, teman Mama go NUH. What'the'Hell. Bangangs betuuul. So laazy laa nak teman her, but I swear I will okeeeey Mother? I promise.

Okaaaay, today Abang & cousin are suuper kechoy. Hahahaa, tk paham ehh. They keep, making a nusiance out of themself in public. Maaaati. Malu ehh, walk with them. Today, Monday. Tomrrow, Tuesday. Then, Wednesday got dance practise. Waaaah~piang. But, lucky in the afternoon. So, comfirm meet Baby in the morning. At 1, just before going for dance I will take my skirt. Went to alter it today. Waliaaao. Punyer peyh mahal. Ten bucks. Hahaha, tell Baby bout it. He gave me last warning ehh. Hahahaha, but that Aunty insist on altering the skirt above knee lenght. Hahah. What, I'm gonna do if the skirt is super short. We'll see laa horh. We'll see. If suuper short then maaati laa me. Baby, comfirm bising. He'll surely nagg at me. Hahaha. What time will Baby come back home agaknyer. Seriously, I miss him ehh. Saaaayang kamu ehh, Muhammad Naqiuddin! (:

*Someday, will you forget that I'm your girlfriend? I'll never forget you, that's for suuuure. Iloveyou, okeeeey Baby!*

Welcome, New Bloggie.

2009-11-08T08:21:00.000-08:00

Greeeeeeeeetings, yaaw. Hahahah, a new blog. Clean one, but not the tagboard. I'll just leave the tagboard by its old self. I'm suuuuper lazy to change a new one. Hahahaha. Okaaaay, I've been asking people to relink me, here & there. But, my blog is still going private. That's one thing that I'll always stick to. Hahaha, maybe laa. I love my blogskin. Suuuper cute. Geee, ily ELMO! Hahahaha, yes! I'm back to square one again but not to worry. I will update more. We start from the scratch okeeey. A new chapter of Fafaah Andylalalalala. Hahaha, okaay let's get moving.

Today, I attend a wedding with Nenek & AuntyLyna family. Mama, never go. As usual, she often complain of having cramps. Here & there. But, I totally understand, Mother. Hahahah. The wedding was held at Marsiling. Nenek didn't want to take train cause, she explained that it's all gonna be the same. When we take train, alight then still have to take bus. So why not, all the way take bus. Saaaave ezlink. Hahahah. Ohh, yes. Talking about ez-link. I lost mine! Hahahah, suuper careless & suuuper clumsy. Maybe I am a STM? Idk, laa ehh. Heheheh. Okaaay, back to Nenek. Okay, sitting in the bus for almost 45 mins is a total disaster. My butt hurts, I mean CRAMP. -_- What'the'Hell. Then, inside the bus Nenek kept nagging. I was really hoping tht somebody could accompany her while I rest my eyes. Hahahaha, but yes. I ignore her. Iknw, that's BAD. But, I'm suuuper tired. -_- After alighting Nenek & AuntyLyna was quarreling about the address. Nenek says blk 344. But, AuntyLyna call-ed Bibik asked her for the address and NO the blk is 334 not 344. What'the'Hell. Nenek, Nenek. Tak paham laa you. Die-die want win. Ahh, yes. Nenek, sempat buy banana at Marsiling ehh. Hahaha, I kept saying OMG~OMG to auntyLyna & uncleAsh. Hahaaha, we laugh all the waay. The food was tremendously delicious. Hahaha, i want to tambah but I'm so PAISEY! Hahaha, Fafaah tawu malu eh. (:

Okaaaay, enough about that. After that meet Mummy at home then change & went straight to JurongPoint. Walk-walk, window shopping. Mummy, bought the mattress for the Baby already. Puuuunyer Mahaal ehh! Ohh, yes. Mama, give green light go dye hair. Hahahaa. Confirm + Chop, Daddy surely nagg at Mama. Sorry ehh, Mama? Ily, ehhs. Hmmp. Reach home around 10 plus. I think so laa. Then, straight away call Baby crib. Nobody pick-up. Call his handphone. Guess, what? He's at Gombak. Lepaak laa twuh. Hahaha. This Baby of mine, ehh. He say if he goes out, he will text me. But, check-check, rock-rock. Hahaha, he say he forgots. Tkpe laa, B. I'm use to it. Hahahahahaha. Imy, laa pantat! :D After bathe all, camwhore with Abaaang. Hahah, photogenic juugaak laa luu Brother? Hahahah. Then, camwhore alone. Just some stuuupid picos. I'm nt trying to step hot okaaay. Pleaaaase. UNDERSTAND! Here's the picos. Hahahahahahaahaaha. Anw, imy alot laa Boyfrind. You taaawus? I'm having backache. Bby, urot ehh. Ly.