two ohh one ohh?
Wednesday, December 30, 2009 8:12 PM
2010.
Celebrating 2010, at home this year. Hahah, takpe laa. Teman Mama. Mama, at home abeh we outside huraaay-huraay? Rabaak kan? For the new year, I will teman you kaykay Mama? Just now, went JP, library & pasar malam with BestF. Kechoy laa she. Hahaha, after going pasar malan then bus-ed go Shima's crib. Slacked with SD`, Keynah && SotSotSiaao! Hahahah. Then bused home then lepaak with Ampai & Alepp. Jingle Bell, kepaa? Hahaha, then we go shop walk-walk. Hahahahaha, then went home, tunggu Love datang rumah. After Love sampai, went Mr Teh Tarik to buy dinner for Mama. After that bused home with Love & Abang. B, go town shey. Naaaaka, ikot ehh! Tapi, Mama howhow? Hahahaha. Next yeaar ehh! B, sorry ehh? Pasal I, you lambat? Hahaha. Enjooooy, Babynya!~ Wee, what's my resolution for next year? Basicslly, I JUST HOPE FOR A BETTER YEAR. Hahahahahah, better. Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay, better than this year. Come by 2010! Wuhuuuuuus!~ Till here, nak watch tevee. Wheeeeew!
Anyway, i lost my phone, which means I lost you people number. Will buy a new simcard. :D
Labels: New year-New year`
Handphone hilaang liaos!
2:20 AM
Handphone LOST. *waahshey*
Suuey ehh. Just came back slacking with Abang, Ampai & Alepp. First went JP to help Abang check his cheque. Waahshey, mamat niey pandai. Cheque in but tak write his bank account numer. Pandaai siah! So no choice lorh. Go there fill in form then go school to get information of the cheque number & what bank. So gave the paper to the bank person. Slack-ed with Ampai & Alepp at JP not for loong then we geraak go my house, slack. Then Iknw, handphone hilang. Saket perotnyer pasal handphone hilaang waahshey! Cb, siah. Whoever found my phone. Pleaaase, return! Baru dapaat siah. Waaahshey! BestF, sorry can't tag along to library? Thousands of apologies!
Yesterday went town, with Love, Abg Alep(waahshey Abg?), Alepp, NanaKaysiow, Sunshine dan lain-lain. Fun daaay. Hahah, banyaak kechoh. Tak perlu elaborate. Hahahahah. Ahhcheys. Bought 2 cotton on shirt. Niceeee. Trained home & lepak skejap with Abang. Drink coffee sampai maaut ahh luu~
*I miss you. Can we meet again. When my lips touch yours... It's like a beautiful nightmare! Pleaaase. Ape tuu Faithful dook?*
Labels: LepakLepakLepak.
Sunday, December 27, 2009 9:07 AM
----------------------SEZAIRI SEZALI IS SINGAPORE 2009 SINGAPORE IDOL!-----------------
Wuuuhuuus~ Congraaats. Three straight years of Malay guys getting the tittle of Singapore Idol. Wahlaaau~ Cool laaah. 3 cheers for Sylvia though. She did greaaat too! Kudos yaaw. I can't go to sleep yey. Siaaaaaaaaaaak tol. Currently chatting with Shrek & Raaakid. Thaanks for accompanying me yey. Anyway, Kid. Last looong with her. Yknw, Iknw. Public don't know. Awwwws` kisah cintaanya manis skali. (: I'm now watching Problem Child 2. Not bad laa the show. It's about small kiddos which is veeery naughty! Speaak to Nana, abang's cloose friend. Sweety little pie. Awwww~ Ader laa problem-problem they'll yang tertentu. Fafaah ajer yang tawuu. The rest jangan kaypoh. Hahah, kidding. Hanis ajak me otp. Hanis skater. Sorry, I can't reply your text yey, Nis? I was outside. Today night can? Hahaha, my prepaid's low. Hahah. Boored maaut. Heheh. Hanis tomorrow, we otp kaay? Promise. :DD Kaay, enough of that.
Today's date is 28 December 2009. Well, it's been 2 months. Hahah, Happy 2nd Monthsary Baby. Hope we laaaaaaaast long. I love you, alooot. Wo ai ni. (: Ohh, yes. Yesterday he sent me this text msg. Exactly the same. It's his goodnight msg. Sweeet laa kan~
Baby: Oh takpe bby. Okayokay. Goodnight baby. Have a good beauty sleep aye. Iloveyou. Wo ai ni. Lagi ape i tak tahu. Haha. Budak kecik maen swing nyayi lalala, budak yang bername naqiuddin warhead sayang kau fafaah andylala, :D Goodnight bby. Love you superduper much. Muuuaaahhhs!
Aww, sweet betol matair aku. But, at times. Hahahahah!
Labels: 2nd monthsary.
Raawr~
Friday, December 25, 2009 6:02 AM
I never get tired saying I L O V E you towards you because I meant it!
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Why? Why is life so unfair? Is love an important word in a guy's dictionary or is it status that makes them feel proud? Just why is love so unfair? Why is it that when you're so in love with someone, that particular person just doesn't seem to care? Just what is their reason? Before courting, he will do whatever you say, he will always be by your side, you will always come first before everything? Why is it that before the two hearts becomes one, life is so wonderful. Full of laughter, no tears. How, I wish that moment will always occur. Doesn't matter if we're already together or not. When they are just in love but nt in serious relationship, his love towards you is like; LoveBeyondSoul. But, when we're now together, everything is unpleasant to look at or even to just hear about it. Sometimes we (girls) tends to do stupid stuff without thinking it's because we want your attention. I'm not obessed with your attention, just show me some care. Seriously, it hurts to actually keep everything deep down, without sharing or even having someone to talk to. Burying all the thoughts doesn't actually make one feel better. Sooner or later, we will burst, just feel like bursting out all the stupid fucking thought out of us. Once we reach that point, it's almost the same as eruption of a volcano. There. There, they will start showering us with their sweet words, making us feel pacified. It's not enough, seriously talking. I'm not easily pacified with guys sweet-talk. I may look flattered but sorry to say that, that is not how I feel. Sometimes, I give in eventhough it's not my fault, it's because I LOVE YOU. I cherish you but, DO you? Think. I never controlled you. Eventhough I'm your girlfriend... I just think that, I don't uphold enough rights to tell you off. I know, who I am & obviously I know tht I'm only able to advice you, if you ever tries or tends to do something bad. I know where I stand. But, do you even care about me? I'll never wanna let you go. Never do. Now that I'm with you, every tears tht trickle down is for you. That show's howmuuch I love you. Not every women is able to cry out of a guy's sweetness. Tell me, eversince I 'm with you, how many times have I cried? Never ever say again tht, 'Maybe I'm nt the one for you.' That sentence hurts me alot. Silence never solve anything. I love you, don't you know? Can't you see. I can't affod to lose you, that I swear. I meant every word I type here. Do you even love me. I know that's bold of me to ask you that but I really want to know your answer. Everyone's born imperfect. I admit I have my weakness. I may not be perfect but I put in 100% effort to change myself for the better.
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What would you feel if someone you really love didn't link you when they've a blog? And they only do so when they are ask to do so. What would you feel? I'm suure you would feel that you doesn't carry any weight in their heart. And when they're ask to do so, I'm sure you will question them. And what would you feel when they say, Ohh, I forgot. Sorry. Sad, I bet? Maybe to them, it's just a small matter. It doesn't matter laa anyway. But, I'm sorry. I'm nt that type of person. This incident suure do question me alot. Truthfully, I don't want to be hurt. I had enough, that guys are always trying to make me cry. They don't know, the reason why we cry. The reason is that, we care, we love, we can't afford to lost that person. What do you want me to do, to make you being able to feel that I really am in love with you. I'm speechless. I really don't know what more you want me to do. I've already done what I'm able to. It's up to you, now. Tell me how you feel. I hate crying. I really, really do. Please, please stop making me cry. Or tell me that it's all worth it that I cried for you. I had enough of all the rainy days that I've gone through, please for once let me go through a sunny day, a day full of laughter. Maybe on th 28? For once, break through out of the bitterness that you've once give me. Now, that you have a blog, have you ever even post about me? Or even just to put 'Baby' in any of your lines. I'm utterly dissappointed. I never doubt you but, it's like I'm really too much into you. No replacement.
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But, I'm willing to let you go if that's the only option to see you smile. To see you happy. I'm more than willing to do so. It's not that I don't love you, it's just that I see... You want to be free, to be single.. To have your own life back. That's what I feel. Just what is happening? I've no other ways to tell you, how deeply I am in love with you. You judge. I'm willing to let go you BUT never am I willing to let go the love that I've experience when I'm with you. Though it's sometimes sweet or bitter... I'll endure it while I still can. I miss you, I really do. Love me the way you use to love me. This might be the longest post I've ever wrote for you. Sincerely, I meant what I say. I really love you, dear. Love is a strong word as it's got an ability to drop us down but, you have the ability not to let that happend. Ever happend! I think I've wrote what was once burried deep down. You'll be the judge. I really am tired putting a stong front in front of you & I'm mooore tired when I've to put a fake smile just to see you smile.
I really LOVE you, Dear.
Iloveyou` I loveyou` Iloveyou` Iloveyou` Iloveyou` Iloveyou` Iloveyou` Iloveyou` Iloveyou` Iloveyou` Iloveyou` Iloveyou, suuperduuper fucking muuchy ________________.
*you fill that up okay?*
Love, Fafaah AndyLala.
ily.
Labels: dear, love is a strong word
It's Baaaaack`
Wednesday, December 23, 2009 6:41 AM
Phone's back in my possesion, ehh! I REPEAT, MY PHONE IS BACK IN MY POSSESION! Heeeeh. Happy Sangat-Sangats. *kening upup* Waaah`sehh. People, start msg-ing me okaaays. I'm BORED with a silent phone. Hahaha, text me peopes. Hahahaha, text me tawuuus. Tomorrow, going to buy school uniform & P.E t-shirt with Abang. Should be in the morning laa kan. Cause, afternoon Abang's going out with Nana, his new date laa sehy. Hahahah, he say he wanna go Marina Square watch movie. Alvin & the chipmunks yg Chipet ehh, dok? Whatever show, enjoy laa Beb. Yeaah, whaat to updaate yeyy? I miss BoyFriend. Heeh, dah top-up B? Ohh, yes. BabyGorgeous, tomorrow you going school kankankan? Kiter nak jumper awaak laa seyh! Heeeh. Let me tell you, how I get my phone back. Simple. I ask from Mama. Hahahah, kay laa. I wanna go online.
Love, Fafaah AndyLala.
*WIDE smile*
Labels: Text me okaaays
Monday, December 21, 2009 12:33 AM
TODAY, is rather a boring day. I've been having sleepless night, ohh yes! I'm lack of proper sleeping time. Waaahseh. I've been going to & fro to either the hospital or polyclinic. Gosh, it's suuper tiring dohh. When will that stupid routine ever STOP? Lacking of sleep is BAD, awesomely bad yknow. Looking awfully not me. Boyfy, ask me to accompany him to go gym today. Too late, Love. Hahah, must teman Mama. Yesterday, text-ed with boyfriend, he was watching free movies at bb. Talk-ed lots of crap with him. Only you can entertain my crappy-ness ehh? Hahahah. Okay, I ask him a suuper stuupid question ehh. I ask. 'B, yang part kiter gadoh, you adr rase nk break?' This is what he reply, ' Ader laa, tapy sayang punyer pasal tak nak'. Hahaha, agaknyer like that laa. I also forgot. *lack of sleep whaat!* Now, I really don't know what to talk about. This week, I don't want to go out. I think I prefer staying at home, top up my sleep level. Hahaha, accompany Mama. Seriously, now blogging.. I feel like landing to lalaland again. I just woke up, fr0m beauty sleep, but I feel like sleeping again. Aiyaah. Fafaah, Fafaah. Just what is happening to you. Baby's prepaid is low. I guess, cause yesterday he claims that he's prepaid is suuper low.
When will I ever meet, this Baby of mine. Hahaha, I'll rape you. Hahah, FAKE. But, he take it seriously. Hahahah, kay laa CRAP. I feel like eating EGG+CHEESE prata. Niceee, ehh eventhough I just ate it this morning. I'm growing fat sooner or later. Anw, just what show will be showing on 28 December? Baby tends to watch movie for monthsary, BUT don't know what show to watch. Hahaha, tkkn Avatar ehh. Hahah, but anything ahhs. Looks greaat. Teringat BestF saye. Hahah, orang biru kepaa? Now, my routine is to wake up around 0830 then back to sleep at 1230 midnight. Weird, ehh. But, that's what happening to me, since BabySerina's out. Adorable kiddo. Ohh, yes. I miss chatting with Hanis. My new friend. He's suuper gerek. I will not be going online so often yeaah, Friend? Sorry laa, kinda busy lately with Baby's stuff. Will go online soon okaays?
Till here, Let's wrap it up!
Love, Fafaah AndyLala. (:
Back in my arms. :D
Saturday, December 19, 2009 2:57 AM
What would you do when your LOVED ones caressingly holding you tightly around his arms, making you feel comfortable, making sure you're safely around his arms & looking right straight into your eyes?
I'm back in his arms. At last. The moment, I've been waiting for. We had a tiff, but thats normal in a r/s though. You're back & imissyou yeaa, B. Hahahah, ohh yes. Before anything, I wanna say THANK YOU, so much to Ampai & Alepp. Thanks yaaw, you gus are the best. Babe, iloveyou. :D
Found this pic on Kakak Killa bloggy. This cute girl here is my adik. Hahah, Sheeza. Cuute, right. Hahah, imy laa adik. :D
XOXO, Fafaah AndyLala. :D
XOXO, Fafaah AndyLala. :D
Fafaah AndyLala♥ Naqiuddin Warhead :)
What's my status, Boy?
Thursday, December 17, 2009 3:04 AM
I get tired of figuring what's in your mind. Speak to me. Tell me, will you.
Where's my place inside you?
Yesterday, went to watch movie. Watched NewMoon. It's a nice show. Watched with BestF & Fico. Another KawanBEST Fafaah. HAHAHA! Kechoy, laa they all. I love hanging out with them. They make me forgot everything! Hahaha! I love you, peoples. Wanna watch Avatar next week? Naah' collect $$. Bused home & reach around 8 plus going 9. Cool show, I love it. Avatar looks fun. Ohh, yeah. BestF & KawanBest cannot meet. Always argud, I mean so many topic to argue about! Hahah, I sit in the middle, between the two of them. BestF kept fighting for her side, saying Jaccob is sweet & whatever shitz laa. Then this KawanBest of mine always point middle finger at BestF when there's a kissing part. Hahaha, dah tuu takpe. When BestF missed out what they say, then she'll ask me. Hahah, boley gituk? I will post the picos soon okay, BestF?
Tomorrow, will be meeting ShimaD` to take altered skirt. Imissyou laa, Gemok. Hahaha, she's thin ehh! Hahah, diet kan B? Sorry I never go meet you all at Sentosa yeaah, Beb? The movie starts at 0540, jady no time. Sorry yeaaahs? Tomorrow, we meet okay SD`. Imissyou~LOTS!
With Love, Fafaah AndyLala.
Fafaah AndyLala♥ Naqiuddin Warhead :)
Labels: Buddy, Let's meet
Friends, Best Of Friends!
Tuesday, December 15, 2009 7:32 AM
Background, ignore. :D
Went out today, with friends & I mean the greatest of friends. Shima Disiyni, Raisot, Fat Joe & Abang. First Shima & Sot come house. Shima get carried away with BabySerina. Hahaha, let her carry Baby then Abang, Sot & SD` went to new school to take books. Before they go school. Abang mentioned that he wanna go alter pants. Ask-ed Daddy for $$$ already. Then, SD` ajak me go together with them. So, I went to alter skirt with SD`. Alter the skirt near SPC. When we was explaining to the altering auntie. Ohh, my gawd! Boleh, dapat heart attack sia if you're not patience. She keep repeating whatever we ask-ed her to do. Maaati! Tak paham tol, Auntie. Will be able to take the skirt on Friday with SD`. So we meet again yaaaw! Hahahah, after that SD` wanna go eat. So we go eat at Aiman Cafe. I ate Nasi goreng kampung & SD` eat mee hongkong without veggie but there's veggie. Lain we order, lain we dapat. Hahahah. Talk-ed alot with SD`. Sayaaang niey kawaan siah!
After eating, bus-ed home taking 98. Only Sot go home. But, SD` & Fat Joe went my house. In the afternoon it was pouring heavily. Waaah` piangs. Siak jerh. Slaack awhile. Then, when SD` wanna meet Keynah & her cousin. So, i tagged along. Meet them, talked craps then SD` wanna go keynah house wanna see fiq. Idk, which fiq laa kans. So they, go keynah house & I went home. Laughed alot. Hahaha, tomorow. They're going Sentosa. They ask-ed me along. But, I got plan. Sorry, yaaws people? I'm going to watch movie with BestF & fiquue. Hahah, maybe if there's time I'll meet them at Sentosa. Hahaha. Talk-ed alot with SD`. Thaaanks for being there yaaw, Beb.
Here's something for you, Dude.
Please, stop bugging her will you? She already have someone. When I say someone, I mean someone that she really, really do love. You get me? There's still truckloads of pretty girls out there. Bersepar dohh. Youy claimed that, no matter how evil you may be.. You will not snatch her away from her Boy? You also mentioned that you respect her desicion. From what she told me, that's not the way. Iknw, there's no other girl who can replace her but she already told you that she love that somebody not you, totally not you? Is it worth to be the talk of the school? What you're doing now is harming her, BADLY! You love her, then let her go? By letting her go, I bet she will understand that you love her. Because by doing so, you show that you're happy when she's surrounded by her love ones?
Someone she really love. You know alot of people doesn't like you to be with her but what's the use? You just don't understand! The one getting spam or get fuck-ed up is her not you. You don't go thru what she go thru. If you really say you understand, prove to her that you understand her situation & respect her desicion. Action are louder than words. Let her go in a good way. Don't let all the memories that you have with her end in a bad way. Maybe it's enough. More than enough. You've done enough harm. Yang sudah tuu sudah laa. Let her live her life the way she wants it. Make her happy by leaving her will you? Maybe that's the biggest sacrifice you can do for her. Enough is enough. Let her go.....
Labels: enough is enough.
LOVE
Monday, December 14, 2009 3:46 AM
Currently.
Now watching soccer. Singapore VS Vietnam. Lousy match. Hahaha. I'm now way chatting with NinaBelo here. This lady here, is single tawus. Apply her to be your girlfriend? Hahaha, kidding. I understand her situation. Hahaha, she's superb funny & effingly PREETAYE. Waaah piangs. Hahahaha, i love you okay Ninanyer?
Yesterday.
I was chatting + webcam-ing with Baby saya. ShimaDisiniy. Hahahah, kekek laa she. Took pic & do stupid fugly faces. Hahahaha. We both ordered MacDonalds. Hahaha. Telepathy kepaa Beb? Shima ini lokek. Taknak, share nugget! Hehhh! She said so. Hahahah, had totally MUUUCH fun with her. Anw, Baby's name is Isabelle. :D
Your girlfriend?
Sunday, December 13, 2009 6:55 AM
I'm in terrible mood today. Bad mood all day long. Just what is wrong with me? Come on Fafaah, be strong. Stay strong. Baby, here's for you. Do you love me? Actually do? If you want to or planning to ignore me then tell me. I hate waiting for you to pick up your calls. I just think that you no longer need me. Do you? I love you, beb. If you don't feel like picking up, tell me. Please overcome this with me Beb? What more? What more do you need from me. I just wanna be happy, strong & patience to overcome the changes in you. Another 15 more days to 2 months. Come on Baby. Please! I hate begging but it's because I love you that I beg you. I'm not reluctant to love you. Never fail to. Just what have come across you? A great Boyfriend is hard to come by. I've caught you & please don't leave me. Sometimes I wonder if single is a better status for me? You tell me, Baby. Speak to me. You put your friends before me, so I'm doing the same. Let's be fair. Are you really trying hard to nail me hard near you? Or are you just trying hard to let me go? Faraway from me? When we're online in the past, we have alot to talk about. But, now? You judge, Baby. Only you & I know what's our current situation is. I bet you do. It's upside down now. Your pm now is ' Old times, please come back.' ain't it? Referring to us or what? If you're referring to us, the old times will only be back when you're you. Th old you. The you I've know before 28'October'2009. Where's the old you, who cares alot of his girlfriend? Where's th old you who always think & puts his girlfriend before friends? Just where the hell are you, Boy? I miss the old caring, sweet, loving & awesomely 100% faithful boyfriend that I've know?
For godsake, I wonder. Am I your girlfriend? I've been staying faithful towards you. Let you, be the guy who'll be the other side of me. Can you? Will you? I just don't feel like meeting you for the time being. I just need my time alone. Let me do some soul searching okay? You shall figure out what's your next move & I shall figure out what's my next move gonna be. We'll see. I'm just confuse. I guess you're ignorant of the situation we're in, ain't you? You made me stay all night & go worry about you when I'm unable to get through you, in the past. Now? You tell me. You're always out, at night. I'm not controlling you, but idk. I'm lacking of you, the other side of me. Day by day. Baby, please be back. Maybe I'm way better without phone. Baby. Whatever your desicion's gonna be. I respect it okay. I love you okay. I always do. Don't let the feeling fade. Never Baby, even when you're doing so. Stand up for me Baby.
One word, STRONG.
Lyric that made my day.
You’re everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could’ve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?
You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I’d love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you’re the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can’t erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day
I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No...No
No broken-hearted girl
I’m no broken-hearted girl
Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now I’ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say you’ve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me
And still you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I don’t complain
Cause I’ve been afraid that you would've walk away
Oh but now I don’t hate you
I’m happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day
I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No…No
No broken-hearted girl
Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be…Oooo
I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me…yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away
Away With you
yeah yeah yeah, ohh ohh ohh
I don’t wanna be without my baby
I don’t wanna a broken heart
Don’t want to take a breath with out my baby
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way..No..No
I don’t want a broken heart
I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl..No..No..
No broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl No…no…
No broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl
And nothing like I thought you could’ve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?
You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I’d love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you’re the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can’t erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day
I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No...No
No broken-hearted girl
I’m no broken-hearted girl
Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now I’ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say you’ve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me
And still you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I don’t complain
Cause I’ve been afraid that you would've walk away
Oh but now I don’t hate you
I’m happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day
I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No…No
No broken-hearted girl
Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be…Oooo
I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me…yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away
Away With you
yeah yeah yeah, ohh ohh ohh
I don’t wanna be without my baby
I don’t wanna a broken heart
Don’t want to take a breath with out my baby
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way..No..No
I don’t want a broken heart
I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl..No..No..
No broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl No…no…
No broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl
Labels: Love or HATE.
You're 14 already!
Saturday, December 12, 2009 7:49 PM
Happy Birthday To Fazirah Binte Father Name!
This lady here is my BabyBeautiful. No one can replace her. It's her birthday tomorrow. 14 Deccember 2009. To be exact 14 Birthday laa. I don't think I can update about you tomorrow cause I'm busy with Mummy's thingy. Happy Birthday To You, Happy Birthday To You. Happy Birthday To Iraaaah`D. Happy Birthday To You! I love you, Baaaby. She's been a very awesome friend for me. Always showing me support no matter what I do. Now dah 14 yeaaay, Kak Iraah? Hahaha, Don't be naughty okay? Study hard for 2010. Be strong to overcome everything & anything wooka-ys? Be strong to overcome no matter what obstacles you go through cause I'll always be there for you. Once said, I mean always will & always do okaay BabyBeautiful. She's not perfect but I love her for who she is wholeheartedly. And yes, Imy laa sehy. I wanna meet you soon. May you be happy always & move on with the old & get on with the new. Hope your lovelife will be always perfect. Anyway last loooong, suuper looong okaay Baby? Happy Birthday! I love you, Birthday Girl. 14 years of age & she's suuuper bubbly. I love her!
Labels: My Birthday Girl.
Baby's out!
7:34 PM
13 December 2009. (:
It's a Baby GIRL! Hahahahah! Mama gave birth at home. Gosh, I was well shaken ehh. Okay, this is what happend. I was sleeping, beauty sleep then Mama shout 'Adik', 'Adik' ! I was so sleepy, urrgh. Then, I walked out & I saw her in pain. Hahaha, then she ask me to call Daddy, then I called but Daddy didn't pick up so I kept calling then Mama say, Go call ambulance now! Okaay, I called. Then, I call the delivery suite, for them to be prepared. Then, I saw the whole giving birth process. Ohh dear, awesome. Actually, the Baby can be delivered at the hospital but the ambulance who is suppose to take Mama's case went for a more emergency case. Okaay, then I pissed off. I called the ambulance again & they ask me to wait just a little while cause they're sending another ambulance there, the nearest ambulance is at Tuas. In 5 minutes time, the Baby's out. Will upload her pic real soon. I saw how they cut the unbellical cord. Is it spelt that way. Idk, laa. Hahaha, later will go hospital. Yeeahuuu!
Wednesday will meet BestF for movies, but before that she'll drop by my house to see Baby. Hahahahah. I called the most important person in my life but HE didn't pick up. I thought I could spread the news to him first but nehh. Hahahahahah! I love you, BestF. Always there for me!
Labels: One more girl.
Always been me?
2:42 AM
I've never changed. You've changed. You're no longer the you I've known before. I'm just afraid we can't stand longer. I love you, Yes I do. But, do you? People change & I mean everyday. I love you the way you used to be you. Not the new you. You're just not you. For anything that is just not right, reflect on yourself. I have difficulties but I overcome it. But do you? I'm here but I think you're taking me for granted. My mind is in a whirl. Just what was the mistake. I know, I'm not a perfect one for you. Everyone's born imperfect. Was my fault, to lay eyes on you. I loved you wholeheartedly but I don't feel the same, towards you. I know, I lack something. I'm figuring. Have I hurt you, alot? Tell me, speak to me. Maybe, I'm more of a friends type to you? Speak to me Babe, I have difficulties trying to make you understand my situation. I love you, period.
Labels: You have changed.
Webcam!
Friday, December 11, 2009 9:44 AM
I saw you!
6:47 AM
Today was my LUCKY day because I saw you, from above. I saw you, I really did. Was that FATE? I believe in FATE, alot more now. It all started from you. I'm super engrossed with you. Hahahaha, I wanna see more of you now, okay? Today went out with BestF. First of all, I want to apologise to my Miss Buang here. Sorry, Beb. I made her wait for me like an hour. Actually she didn't know that she waited for 1 hour liao, cause no watch. Huakhuak. But, I told her. Hahaha, seriously Beb! I'm SORRY, Nurul Jannah yey? Bus-ed there then I saw her already! Ran to her & I huggy her. Aww, when I hugged her saw her cute baby face. Nah, don't blushed ehh! Hahahaha, had lots of fun with her. Bought afew things. Kiter same-same laa BestF! Heeh! I bet, her leg is aching all over. Sorry, yey sayangnyer. I laugh-ed alot today. Bleh, pecah perut ehh with that lady. Didn't take any pics with her. Because, I no handphone. Hahahahaha!
I'm her Miss Buang ehh. Everything, she wanna throw she chuck it a me, saying 'THROW'. But where I throw? Inside my bag. Hahahahah. Kecoh ahh luu, Nah. We'll go out again okay? New Moon. Maybe, I plan yey Nah. Thought of buying BabyGorgeous birthday present but we're still looking around. Hahahah, Baby sabar yey. We still finding. No worries. Monday will go school, but school books then head straight to NUH, see Mama and new baby. Gee, tak sabar ehh. Maybe we go out on Wednesday or Thursday kays BestF? Okay, till here.
And you, yes you. Online again. I had truckloads of fun chatting with you.
Let's chat, GOGOGO. Online, lerh. Will be waiting for you, yaaw! :D
Labels: Lady Luck is on my side.
I love that way!
Thursday, December 10, 2009 8:47 AM
Shopping-spread. Went Bugis today. Wahh, tiring day dohh! First went to collect Nenek's medication at SGH. Train-ed there, alight at Otrum Park and took shuttle bus. Reached, but was not able to collect the medication cause Nenek gave me her invoice not the presscription. Hahaha, weird laa she. So plann-ed to take the shuttle bus to mrt station but the queue was suuuper long, so Abang don't want. So we walked & train-ed to Bugis. Shop, shop, shoping there then train-ed to City Hall & went Penny. Shop there meet loads of HongKah Lites. But, idk them all. Abang know. Hahahahahaha.
Shopped there then went Esplanade walk-walk. Hmm, Bored siao. Then we plan to go have lunch so we went Marina Square. Ate NASI BRIYANI. Waahhh, full siao. Nice, ehh. Sat outside. Didn't sit at the air-con side cause Abang paisey if we eat like a thousand years never eat. Hahahah, so we sat outside. Kes lapaaar sungguh laa kan. Hahaha, sat outside tak malu but the sun was glazing siao. What`theHell tol. Hahahaha, then train-ed home. My leg's hurting now. Too muched working. Hahahah. Okay, gtg. Iloveyou, Challobette.
Labels: Shopping-Spread
Post, Post, Post!
Wednesday, December 9, 2009 1:54 AM
Second Post Of The Day.
I'm Boreed. -_- Urgh, planned to go Bugis but it was pouring just now. I hope tomorrow will make a good day out. Hahah, but it's okay anyway cause I've not received $$$ from Dada. Mama, Dada & RinaBaby's out to Bishan. Dada did mention that they will be collecting $$$ from his office. Naaawh, I'm bored. Luckily, Baby was at home. I called him just now. Talked for awhile. He just woke up. Imisshim. Haha` Will call him again later after he top-up. Luckily he's home. Awwh, hilang bosan skejap. Hahah. Just off the phone with him. He wanna go bathe. Hahah, go bathe laa Beb.
I'm Bored. Jon, wanna watch ZombieLand? Joom, Jon?! I'm Bored ehh. Anybody, wanna watch movie? Serious shit ahh, home is Bored. Anyone, online. There's people online BUT idk them. Waaah`piangs. I'm bored. Anyway, B. Added your photo to my `About me. Nice pic laa you. Your pic, nice Beb. What more can I update. I'M SUUPER BORED. Okay, I'm tired typing, I'm bored for afew times. I wanna go meet my Kawan(s). But, when? Plan laa people! Sentosa? Ohh yah, BestF! Henderson waves, amacam? I'm no longer using phone. So sorry, so anything just beep my house number yeaah. For quite awhile though, I won't be using. If never reply, Sorry yeea? Bukan sombong, tapy ader alasannyer.
Ohh, ahh. Baby, thought of deleting his blog. Jangan laa Beb. Aiyah. I also thought of. I'm tired using Blog. Hahahahahahahahah, we'll see laa kan. Maybe I will & maybe will not laa kan. We look & see. TakeCare.'
Love, Fafaah AndyLala. :D
I'm Boreed. -_- Urgh, planned to go Bugis but it was pouring just now. I hope tomorrow will make a good day out. Hahah, but it's okay anyway cause I've not received $$$ from Dada. Mama, Dada & RinaBaby's out to Bishan. Dada did mention that they will be collecting $$$ from his office. Naaawh, I'm bored. Luckily, Baby was at home. I called him just now. Talked for awhile. He just woke up. Imisshim. Haha` Will call him again later after he top-up. Luckily he's home. Awwh, hilang bosan skejap. Hahah. Just off the phone with him. He wanna go bathe. Hahah, go bathe laa Beb.
I'm Bored. Jon, wanna watch ZombieLand? Joom, Jon?! I'm Bored ehh. Anybody, wanna watch movie? Serious shit ahh, home is Bored. Anyone, online. There's people online BUT idk them. Waaah`piangs. I'm bored. Anyway, B. Added your photo to my `About me. Nice pic laa you. Your pic, nice Beb. What more can I update. I'M SUUPER BORED. Okay, I'm tired typing, I'm bored for afew times. I wanna go meet my Kawan(s). But, when? Plan laa people! Sentosa? Ohh yah, BestF! Henderson waves, amacam? I'm no longer using phone. So sorry, so anything just beep my house number yeaah. For quite awhile though, I won't be using. If never reply, Sorry yeea? Bukan sombong, tapy ader alasannyer.
Ohh, ahh. Baby, thought of deleting his blog. Jangan laa Beb. Aiyah. I also thought of. I'm tired using Blog. Hahahahahahahahah, we'll see laa kan. Maybe I will & maybe will not laa kan. We look & see. TakeCare.'
Love, Fafaah AndyLala. :D
Labels: Bored Buduuus.
Fafaah's BACK!
Tuesday, December 8, 2009 10:28 PM
Soloist
Hello, Hello yaaw. I'm baack again after not long from the last post. Everything is going better & even better at home. Already in talking terms with Mama. Everything seems okay to me. Okay, that's great news. Ohh, yes. Went to NUH to accompany Mama for check-up just now. Woow! Mama, was suuper frustrated ehh with the Doctor. I totally understand why she's so upset & so irritated. Even though I have not been through pregnancy. Haha, yeye ajer si Fafaah niey. Okay, the doctor made a promise to Mama that next Monday she will confirm + chop give birth. She has to reach at delivery suite at 0830 on Monday. From, there.. They will induce her. Is that the corect spelling anyway? Heck care laa. I'm happy for her, that's for sure. What's gonna be her name? Mama thought of Reeka Isabelle or Eldora Isabella. Haha, up to her laa. I'm so lazy to give her ideas. Up to you laa, Mama yey? Thought of going Bugis today, but Daddy's still not home. I need $$$ for you Daddy. Be home, suuuper soon Dada.
Okay, it's been long I've not meet BoyFriend. Haha, rindu you laa qemook! Heeh, gemok-gemok pon mataer aku juugak laa kan. That's sudah tentu laa ehh. His prepaid's low. Aiyaah, beb be home laa. How, to call you when you're not home? Aiyoooh, you ahh. Ohh, ahh. His pooh bear is with me! Awww, he gave me before I left Singapore for the previous vacation. Hahah. Thaaanks Baby. Appreciate your thoughtful-ness. Iloveyou. :D I will return your Pooh back to you kays, Baby? It's your Birthday present kan, so don't worry. I won't keep for lone okays? Hahah.
I miss lots of people.
Let's start listing okay?
Here we Goooooo~I miss BoyFriend.
I miss BestFriend.
I miss BabyGirl.
I miss BabyBeautiful.
I miss ShimaDisiniy.
I miss Keynaah.
I miss AteenBoncet.
I miss NinaBelo.
I miss Ampai.
I miss Ahyaan.
I miss Yana.
I miss Fiquue.
I miss Shafee.
I miss Mamat.
I miss Fadly.
I miss YanPalat.
I miss Meera Weera.
I miss Meera Weera.
I miss Hakim.
I miss Elinaaaa.
I miss Mooneyrah.
I miss Sarah.
I miss Dinahh.
I miss Raisot.
I miss Dinahh.
I miss Raisot.
`Fact is that Imiss`everyone laa.
Those who I didn't mention.
I, Fafaah Andy miss you sangatsangat jugaak.
No worries~
Labels: imy`
At Last
Saturday, December 5, 2009 3:25 AM
AndyLala :D
Well, Hello people. It's been a long time since I last update. I'm just back from a week vacation. Suuuper greaat. When Family meets, it will always go guuuuuuhYeaaah. Took loads of pic but don't think I will post up. I'm suuper lazy ehh. Hahah, Fafaah laa kan. I miss a lot of people ehh. BestFriend, BabyGirl, BabyGorgeous && last but not least BoyFriend. Hahah, meet up soon ehh sayaang(s). Well, just wanna tell you guys how I'm doing. Well, I'm doing fine for now. Started to talk to Mama again. Ohh, yeaah.. I miss my Mother, Ohh. Everything's well for now, so it's just that waiting for Mama to give birth & I'll have another sister. Ohh, yes. The school's DONE. Well done. Nicely done, Gorgeously done indeed. Can't wait to start schooling. I save loaads of $$$ next yeaaar. Hahah, school's just in front! (:
Labels: New school
