So many things have been happening. Idk what's happening to me. Idk, why I wasn't able to control myself this few days. I'm just not the real me. I'm not being myself? Why? What's over-powering me? I made someone cry. Saw tears of dissapointment trickle down her cheek. I'm so sad & I find myself so mean. I didn't mean to that to you. Iknw I've hurt you. Life somehow sucks. Very suckish. One more, I'm sorry bestfriend. Thanks the support. Maybe it's time to loosen things up. Concentrate on something else rather than doing stupid stuff. Life is full of ups & downs. It's the way we handle things that we have an ending. I'm feeling so mundane. I'm feeling so upset. I'm so stupid. #2 BestF said that, people makes mistakes. Yes, I agree. He did a great job cheering me up. Hmm. Thanks for being there when I needed you tha most. To BestF, she's been my pillar of strenght. Thanks babe. I feel so restless nowadays. I'm sick with my daily life somehow.
I'm tired of doing stupid stuff & I guess it's time to stop doing so. I'll only find myselp stupid when I regret doing them. -_- So many things is going through my mind now. Idk, if I should leave him? I just don't know. Like what LL said; there's consequences I have to face if I leave him. What is it? I should know, myself. Maybe the holiday will be tha great time to think. Really think, what I'm gonna do.
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